The People ; The Place ; The Memories
Happy 2012!
1 January 2012 | 22:27 | 0 comments
"Oh feels like 2011 was just yesterday."
---So old school right! (chuckles*)
2011,senior year in school,2nd year in Singapore.
Yeah,let that sink a lil bit!
It has been tough for me,but still as nice,contented and occupied.A year full of love :3 Im truly grateful to all my friends by my side,my family never gives up on me and my dear teacher mentors who have been encouraging me all these while. May this brand new year brings everyone on earth bliss, romance and success :D
In all,
Thank you again for a phenomenal 2011 as I really appreciate the amazing times together and here is looking to an even more incredible 2012 for all of us together! :) cheers!
:D > :(
29 December 2011 | 21:51 | 0 comments
Hmm...went out with Wei Lian,Brandon and Sue Fern this afternoon :)and i can never forget how loudly i screamed at the phone when i heard that the venue's gonna be changed to Queensbay rather than the usual nearby hawker stalls or Gurney AGAIN. Hahs. Nevertheless,i was quite surprised that i didnt feel very fatigue after a long day from HOME to QUEENSBAY to SUNWAY HOTEL HAWKER to TIMES SQUARE to 1st AVENUE. WOWWW. ooh c'mon i didnt even go this long distance with my dear besties. D:kay, my point is, when i get back, i realised that my phone is not with me. Damn. where's my phone NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :'(
(okay now found.1048pm)
and i really cant believe my eyes too,Bran.I see loads of unbelievable stuff recently.Whoops...I shouldnt say anything in fact =P. Enjoy your days here,and..congratulations :D i'll keep the secret to myself.Really.
And this is nice __| :D
of sudden flickering thoughts
26 December 2011 | 17:57 | 0 comments
3 minutes more to 6 o'clock.Evening.*glares at myself*
alright,this is weird,but im too lazy to shower and change my pyjamas away.Teehee.
One more week and im back to that place again. Some say Parry hEll when it's actually supposed to be 'hAll' in its nicest way.Sometimes i call it a heaven though,for it gives me the best memories ever, the best people from different countries and the joyful freedom that i dont get to feel it when im here at home--here,where my mom says it all,and where i dont really have the right to make my own judgement.
But sometimes, the immature thought does flicker :O
2 years back, i hated the place i called home.I had always thought that the moon out there is always rounder than msia's (the Chinese saying :P). Now i guess it's wrong to say so. However, staying at home 24/7 doesnt give you the best either. When i finally got the so called 'golden opp.' to step out of this confinement, i swore to myself that i will not give a damn on stuff at home anymore,exceptions for bestfriends', but well that's so not true afterwards. I missed my family and friends badly for i didnt get to come back during the biggest festival of all Chineses. I even raged over matters that cannot be changed. Uh, then i sat down and thought of the revenges and all,so as the buddies around me started to think that i was 'emo' again. Look how childish a kid like me still could be at 16.
I know this kinda confuses you right;
Like,uhmmm,i love singapore so much before that, then when i get there,i love malaysia. THEN! when i'm in msia now, i love singapore so much again. Cant imagine in the blink of an eye when i fly there,i... NOOOOOOOOOOO. This feeling is insane.
I'm soooo looking forward to go back now,but i'm soooo scared that the next second i wouldnt feel like going back again.I tell you, it sucks to flash such a scene -when you're receiving your O level results in the freaking cold huge school hall,and the worst part is,people are yelling cheering and hugging each other but you're tearing in one dark corner. Some may say this wouldnt happen on me but i know myself very well. I know *touch wood*,this may happen anytime soon,in 2 weeks' time.BUT APPARENTLY I will pray hard for the best not the worst lah right. I just want a satisfied results slip that's all, i dont put high expectations on myself to cause huge disappointment that i cant take,and that would only hurt myself even more. Argh, fingers crossed.
So you see, one can like this place so much that it brings you loads of unforgettable stuff that's beyond what you can imagine when you're in your hometown. Provided you can take the pressure and the hatred feeling some brainless locals think of you. Yup, true. 'Cause it's those that make you grow stronger and braver than others. Heard of 'a diamond is a CHUNK OF COAL that is made good under pressure'? So! guess i must adjust to that tough process in a continuing journey.
Always and ever.
To make myself love that place even more.
and that soon,very soon,
both places are mine.
Very soon,in the future ;)
Merry Berry Christmas!
25 December 2011 | 12:48 | 0 comments
All i want for christmas is a satisfied o level results on 9th January.
Hello Santa,can you hear me? :D
woooosh
22 December 2011 | 17:14 | 0 comments
Gosh hope that all my vandalism, no, my creative drawings , were cleaned/not noticed/not mind by the hostel management. OMG i regret drawing all the cows on the walls and cupboards :(
grrrr hope im not fined or something.
changes,for the good!
| 12:48 | 0 comments
Geez..morning peeps! oh well,it's noon.Again,the same nags that can never keep me remain comfortable in my dreams.
'wake up!''tidy up your blanket!''do you know it's already 12! and almost 1!' well,you can imagine the next minute they'll be followed up by:'why arent you studying yet!''stop facebooking!''the clothes in the washing machine is not hung out yet!go do it NOW!''fold your own clothes!''do the cleaning!''pick up all your disgusting hair strands!'...blah blah blah..even'no ice-cream anymore!you're so fat!' exists.
Gahhh it has always been this noisy,but all i can do is just tolerate tolerate and tolerate. You want it?i'll do for you and pls,make sure you zip up after the problems are resolved.
Time flies.It's 2 digits now for the final month of 2011.Real fast.Few more days to go everyone will be counting down to their favourite festival-xmas,soon,followed by the crowded New Year countdown on the midnight eve,which no doubt causes a lot of traffic jams and accidents around the area.
Next,i dont know where did i get so much writing inspiration from,to write about the boring things nowadays i'm facing and the meaningless life that one could use 'staring at the aqua white wall thinking of what to do' as description. Oh blogger, you're lucky that facebook is such an arsehole (i couldn't customise the layout and there's nothing else productive that i can do there besides stalking and rotting) that i have no choice but to stick with you. I just feel like spending some time writing,and probably should start thinking of some new year resolutions to make too.
In fact,there's so much that i could do.Be it helping others or myself,i guess it's me myself that dont feel like doing it thats why.Lazy bug and sleepy spiders are crawling you see. Yea i truthfully admit that it's nobody else's fault but mine. Everytime when the sun rises up the mid sky, (provided im already wide awake) i'll just stare blankly at my study desk,then my shut-down laptop,then my cellphone to check if there's someone lovely who'd text me when i was asleep.Then the routine again,unless there's some activities going on or im lucky enough to meet up with some old friends.Actually i did brought back lotsa books,like,the reference books,my bio notes,chem textbook and the chinese model essays,which i initially in s'pore think that they might be useful when im bored in penang.However, guess it's just me that is making them so useless today.They're all arranged neatly on the desk,accompanied by my translucent pencil case Mrs Lo bought me,smiling at me everyday as if hinting me to touch them anytime soon (ok too much hyperbole i know). Sometimes i wonder if i should really arrange my things wisely,recreate a new schedule to fit in stuff like "study chem","study physics pg1"....since i have no idea on Electrolysis and the new JC math chapters. Oh well...i could imagine once i start,i could hardly stop,and barely available on facebook.WOW this visible change seems helpful.But! okay now the problem is....urgh,which one to start off? seriously, i think im such a terrible person, to have borrowed seniors' stuff yet til the last few weeks of Dec (as of last few weeks of 2011 too) i'm still leaving the important stuffs untouch! so horrible me right. Kay, i should really tell myself to be more focussed,more well-behaved and,say bye to my dear Tetris Battle,Texas HoldEm Poker and Bejeweled Blitz!(awwwwww :'( buhbye darlingssss i'll really really miz you guys loads *sniffs*)
currently listening to:"Falling (Original Song) - Tyler Ward Feat. Alex G"
hmmmmm...drowning myself into that emotional swirl.
omg it's 2:11pm now.
Driving lessons;
Swimming lessons;
Several hang-outs;
Studies;
House-chores;
'Think i should reschedule my stuff real soon.
='(
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