l i l y p e t a l s

Happy 2012!

2012-01-01T22:27:00.003+08:00

"Oh feels like 2011 was just yesterday."

---So old school right! (chuckles*)

2011,senior year in school,2nd year in Singapore.
Yeah,let that sink a lil bit!

It has been tough for me,but still as nice,contented and occupied.A year full of love :3 Im truly grateful to all my friends by my side,my family never gives up on me and my dear teacher mentors who have been encouraging me all these while. May this brand new year brings everyone on earth bliss, romance and success :D

In all,
Thank you again for a phenomenal 2011 as I really appreciate the amazing times together and here is looking to an even more incredible 2012 for all of us together! :) cheers!

:D > :(

2011-12-29T21:51:00.003+08:00

Hmm...went out with Wei Lian,Brandon and Sue Fern this afternoon :)and i can never forget how loudly i screamed at the phone when i heard that the venue's gonna be changed to Queensbay rather than the usual nearby hawker stalls or Gurney AGAIN. Hahs. Nevertheless,i was quite surprised that i didnt feel very fatigue after a long day from HOME to QUEENSBAY to SUNWAY HOTEL HAWKER to TIMES SQUARE to 1st AVENUE. WOWWW. ooh c'mon i didnt even go this long distance with my dear besties. D:

kay, my point is, when i get back, i realised that my phone is not with me. Damn. where's my phone NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :'(
(okay now found.1048pm)
and i really cant believe my eyes too,Bran.I see loads of unbelievable stuff recently.Whoops...I shouldnt say anything in fact =P. Enjoy your days here,and..congratulations :D i'll keep the secret to myself.Really.

And this is nice __| :D

of sudden flickering thoughts

2011-12-26T17:57:00.004+08:00

3 minutes more to 6 o'clock.Evening.

*glares at myself*

alright,this is weird,but im too lazy to shower and change my pyjamas away.Teehee.

One more week and im back to that place again. Some say Parry hEll when it's actually supposed to be 'hAll' in its nicest way.Sometimes i call it a heaven though,for it gives me the best memories ever, the best people from different countries and the joyful freedom that i dont get to feel it when im here at home--here,where my mom says it all,and where i dont really have the right to make my own judgement.

But sometimes, the immature thought does flicker :O

2 years back, i hated the place i called home.I had always thought that the moon out there is always rounder than msia's (the Chinese saying :P). Now i guess it's wrong to say so. However, staying at home 24/7 doesnt give you the best either. When i finally got the so called 'golden opp.' to step out of this confinement, i swore to myself that i will not give a damn on stuff at home anymore,exceptions for bestfriends', but well that's so not true afterwards. I missed my family and friends badly for i didnt get to come back during the biggest festival of all Chineses. I even raged over matters that cannot be changed. Uh, then i sat down and thought of the revenges and all,so as the buddies around me started to think that i was 'emo' again. Look how childish a kid like me still could be at 16.

I know this kinda confuses you right;

Like,uhmmm,i love singapore so much before that, then when i get there,i love malaysia. THEN! when i'm in msia now, i love singapore so much again. Cant imagine in the blink of an eye when i fly there,i... NOOOOOOOOOOO. This feeling is insane.

I'm soooo looking forward to go back now,but i'm soooo scared that the next second i wouldnt feel like going back again.I tell you, it sucks to flash such a scene -when you're receiving your O level results in the freaking cold huge school hall,and the worst part is,people are yelling cheering and hugging each other but you're tearing in one dark corner. Some may say this wouldnt happen on me but i know myself very well. I know *touch wood*,this may happen anytime soon,in 2 weeks' time.BUT APPARENTLY I will pray hard for the best not the worst lah right. I just want a satisfied results slip that's all, i dont put high expectations on myself to cause huge disappointment that i cant take,and that would only hurt myself even more. Argh, fingers crossed.

So you see, one can like this place so much that it brings you loads of unforgettable stuff that's beyond what you can imagine when you're in your hometown. Provided you can take the pressure and the hatred feeling some brainless locals think of you. Yup, true. 'Cause it's those that make you grow stronger and braver than others. Heard of 'a diamond is a CHUNK OF COAL that is made good under pressure'? So! guess i must adjust to that tough process in a continuing journey.

Always and ever.

To make myself love that place even more.

and that soon,very soon,

both places are mine.

Very soon,in the future ;)

Merry Berry Christmas!

2011-12-25T12:48:00.003+08:00

All i want for christmas is a satisfied o level results on 9th January.

Hello Santa,can you hear me? :D

woooosh

2011-12-22T17:14:00.001+08:00

Gosh hope that all my vandalism, no, my creative drawings , were cleaned/not noticed/not mind by the hostel management.

OMG i regret drawing all the cows on the walls and cupboards :(
grrrr hope im not fined or something.

changes,for the good!

2011-12-22T12:48:00.004+08:00

Geez..morning peeps! oh well,it's noon.
Again,the same nags that can never keep me remain comfortable in my dreams.
'wake up!''tidy up your blanket!''do you know it's already 12! and almost 1!' well,you can imagine the next minute they'll be followed up by:'why arent you studying yet!''stop facebooking!''the clothes in the washing machine is not hung out yet!go do it NOW!''fold your own clothes!''do the cleaning!''pick up all your disgusting hair strands!'...blah blah blah..even'no ice-cream anymore!you're so fat!' exists.

Gahhh it has always been this noisy,but all i can do is just tolerate tolerate and tolerate. You want it?i'll do for you and pls,make sure you zip up after the problems are resolved.

Time flies.It's 2 digits now for the final month of 2011.Real fast.Few more days to go everyone will be counting down to their favourite festival-xmas,soon,followed by the crowded New Year countdown on the midnight eve,which no doubt causes a lot of traffic jams and accidents around the area.

Next,i dont know where did i get so much writing inspiration from,to write about the boring things nowadays i'm facing and the meaningless life that one could use 'staring at the aqua white wall thinking of what to do' as description. Oh blogger, you're lucky that facebook is such an arsehole (i couldn't customise the layout and there's nothing else productive that i can do there besides stalking and rotting) that i have no choice but to stick with you. I just feel like spending some time writing,and probably should start thinking of some new year resolutions to make too.

In fact,there's so much that i could do.Be it helping others or myself,i guess it's me myself that dont feel like doing it thats why.Lazy bug and sleepy spiders are crawling you see. Yea i truthfully admit that it's nobody else's fault but mine. Everytime when the sun rises up the mid sky, (provided im already wide awake) i'll just stare blankly at my study desk,then my shut-down laptop,then my cellphone to check if there's someone lovely who'd text me when i was asleep.Then the routine again,unless there's some activities going on or im lucky enough to meet up with some old friends.Actually i did brought back lotsa books,like,the reference books,my bio notes,chem textbook and the chinese model essays,which i initially in s'pore think that they might be useful when im bored in penang.However, guess it's just me that is making them so useless today.They're all arranged neatly on the desk,accompanied by my translucent pencil case Mrs Lo bought me,smiling at me everyday as if hinting me to touch them anytime soon (ok too much hyperbole i know). Sometimes i wonder if i should really arrange my things wisely,recreate a new schedule to fit in stuff like "study chem","study physics pg1"....since i have no idea on Electrolysis and the new JC math chapters. Oh well...i could imagine once i start,i could hardly stop,and barely available on facebook.WOW this visible change seems helpful.But! okay now the problem is....urgh,which one to start off? seriously, i think im such a terrible person, to have borrowed seniors' stuff yet til the last few weeks of Dec (as of last few weeks of 2011 too) i'm still leaving the important stuffs untouch! so horrible me right. Kay, i should really tell myself to be more focussed,more well-behaved and,say bye to my dear Tetris Battle,Texas HoldEm Poker and Bejeweled Blitz!(awwwwww :'( buhbye darlingssss i'll really really miz you guys loads *sniffs*)

currently listening to:"Falling (Original Song) - Tyler Ward Feat. Alex G"
hmmmmm...drowning myself into that emotional swirl.

omg it's 2:11pm now.
Driving lessons;
Swimming lessons;
Several hang-outs;
Studies;
House-chores;
'Think i should reschedule my stuff real soon.
='(

ღkj

dust

2011-12-21T14:14:00.003+08:00

So basically what I did today was just out with Ser Lin and Jonathan then keep feeding myself and then go to bed like a fat kid. Attn: big fat kid.

Reloaded rm10 to my phone.
okay,today, my point is,hmmmmmmmm....not the eat part,but the phone part.
I went from rm10 all the way to rm7.05 now.Asshole. You know why,if YOU are reading this,YOU should know very well. YOU, really waste my time and my $$$, basically,my life,away. Urgh.
I must say that,yes, i know im very extreme now,i was very obsessed over you,which i dont know why in the past.But now, hell no! ive tried freaking hard to ignore the alphabet G since early october. Damn, now you appear to show your flirtish power again.

And im so friggin sick of it.

If you ask me like,'hows your hols','hows life',or any relevant stuff that shows a VERY kind of you or at least up to the standard of a normal teen, i would kindly accept it and reply you with a smiley face. But, how the hell are you gonna expect me to respond when i see 'ARE YOU THE ELDEST?''WHICH JC ARE YOU TARGETTING?''HOW MANY BRO AND SIS YOU HAVE?' uhm....interviewing me? i seriously,know the answer of it but dont know the point of you asking so.

Alright, damn it i dont hate you i dont dislike you but i dread receiving your sms and im lazy to reply you. If you're my besties or lovely seniors *winks* ,that would definitely be a different thing, BUT! they wont do the same as you.

And, since, you have already had a confession towards someone you like so much,why not go for it YOU COWARD. I've had enough of you already you sucker. Go away. I only reply my best friends who have problems, have worries, have useful comfortable chats and have meaningful talks over serious stuff. Dont gimme that sad face and say you wanna know more bout me. Ok here you go for more info to know more about me --- I have ONE mum and ONE dad :D

Well,always remember,i love you too,i dont hate you.
But only,as a friend of mine :)

of many happy returns

2011-12-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

One year ago, Janice had her profile picture on facebook being 'liked' for the most times. "Now i like the figure of myself eating cakes," exclaimed Jan, raising her eyebrows,smiling as sweet as the piece of cake she's holding onto. Well, that was exactly last year, same month same day,the big day belonged to Sze Ting which made her like to celebrate friend's birthday so much since then. So, today, Janice positioned herself to capture another similar photo. Uh well this might be a lil bit lame to you but it recalls good memories, those good enjoyable carefree moments that everyone in this house cherishes.

Alright! to stick with simplicity,i shall make this short and sweet.So.... it was sze ting's birthday (again,time flies,one year has gone).We actually planned to bake some cupcakes or muffins you may call it so, for her instead of buying her a lychee cake with white chocolate and strawberry toppings.But we ended up failed our plans as things didnt go very smoothly as we initially thought it would be. 'cause i must say that BAKING is definitely NOT my thing YET. For a (noob)beginner like me, urgh,it's pretty hard.

so 10 in the morning i locked myself and Janice my cute neighbour in an (extreme)tight embrace, on her motorcycle, to Sze Ting's house. I was wondering if ST had waken up,and if JingTing had arrived LESS THAN doubting myself would fall over the motorbike. 'Cause it was only my second time riding on it. Started to adjust to the strong wind, messy hair and heavy helmet,but still,quite scary though,especially when it's about to turn into another lane and facing the hump ahead. We arrived at around 1030 and we talked about ST's KL trip to IMU; beautiful memoirs, and you know,the usual stuff that all will do during one's birthday. Simple singing,clapping,wishing,cutting cakes and etc. Then!the exciting parts come!haha obviously celebrating birthday isnt something extraordinary anymore coz we do it yearly. By noon, we cooked lunch ourselves.Listen up, keyword aint LUNCH,but OURSELVES.Teehee. Not something special for them but for meeeeeeee! see, my first time touching the pan,the wok,the meatballs,steaming fish....and much stuff. Guess i really learnt a lot.

We left at 2pm,at met up again at 6.Our very first time to have dinner in Fullhouse :) No much elaboration.It was sheer nice,cute and pretty much like a place for princesses.And when i came back,every time when people asked me How Was It? i'll go like " soooooooo.....white." haha 'cos i was lazy,and i always am :P And i like Fullhouse very much, not bcos of its expensive food (uh it's boring and you know,some usual spaghetti and steak),also not bcos of its princess-like decos, but! I look pretty in the pictures taken there! (uhm...yea,forgive me over the vainness im always like that if u know me =P)

Then,we strolled around in 1st Avenue.Checked out lotsa shops with sales yet i only bought a IPANEMA slippers from RSH :) then we left at around 11pm. Exhausted but excited :D and i hope ST had a wonderful birthday :D

This was one of my most not-boring day in the holidays i would say. Like, whole day outside without my fingers lazing on the keyboard posting stuff on Facebook and youtube. Holidays have been really long and unsatisfied for me.Afte some major activities and meet-ups, sometimes i really couldnt think of anything else more meaningful to do, and when facebook ahs got nothing else to view anymore,like when you scroll down, things appear to be familiar to you (again), you feel bored like dying.Urgh.i guess and i hope i'm encountering something similar to most teens now, which i hope it doesnt make me feel abnormal.And!My writing has felt a bit forced as of late and, to be honest, I wasn’t feeling all that inspired over the last few weeks. THIS '11 HOLIDAY IS HELL BORING.

but still,

fortunately i still have my friends around to make the impossible happen; jokes and tasty Penang food that make my day complete anytime. =3

p a p e r cranes

2011-12-14T16:28:00.004+08:00

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born....

and THEY are the most important ingredients in this recipe of my life =)

fall.

2011-11-20T17:10:00.003+08:00

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,

which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,

and falling in at night.

I miss you like hell.

The world seems to be depopulated without your presence.

=C

2011-11-14T17:39:00.001+08:00

I really dont wanna get an A2 for my counted science subj,and a grade below B4 for English. Really, i'm worried. May God be my side....

just a while!

2011-11-08T02:58:00.004+08:00

It was a cloudy Saturday and we're out for a movie - You're The Apple Of My Eye.

It was truly a lovely movie capturing the scene of young sweet things back in the 90s and it was worth a watch (: Okay.So! we had lunch - the Fourleaf breads and some simple drinks smuggled into the cinema; then 6pm+ on our way heading to the mosque in Buangkok to catch a glimpse of how the Malays 'menyembelih' (sorry run outta English vocab) several sheep and lambs for hari raya haji . But anyway it turned out to be a great disappointment as we're late and sadly we missed the 'show'.Nevermind!then on our way to the mrt towards our Dhoby, our dearest Shin Rong couldnt find her pouch,which contains her EZlink card and the (stupid )access card ( that always brings us trouble here and there).She lost it somewhere and we doubted that it was dropped near the dark cinema though our search was to no avail in the end.We ended up having our last heavy meal of the day in Honguo,Nex;the fried rice was a satisfactory and the drink was incredibly awesome i would recommend. Thennn...kacha kachah all the pretty faces and memorable moments (- emmy's birthday celebration in advance) on phones. Obviously! it didnt end there haha it was a day full of fun and crazy laughter LOL whaaaaat a day! the dance was ridiculous, stewpid and so OUR STYLE but i LOOOOOOOVVVEEE it ladies! it might probably be our last vid in 2011, cherish cherish cherish! :D

beautiful

2011-11-06T11:53:00.006+08:00

I toss.
wondering how much time left for us to be together.
we're separating and heading for different destination,but,always the same destiny (:

LOVE MY ROOMMATES to the very max !=3

and my dearest buddies!

that's all !!

rawr.

2011-11-03T18:49:00.002+08:00

It's never gonna work that way and people will never get outta the fog if you never stop regarding me as yours or the so called creature with a ring at the nose that follows you. Ahh nevermind. Guess i'm gonna make this clear after Os. I dont friggin care if the situation turns out awkward or whatsoever i'm telling you this. Though it's kinda hurtful and *pianggg...heart pierced into pieces by lance of disappointment* you might not know my effort, i just dont wanna leave things unresolved before i go;before we separate;before we bade goodbye and before i erase the memory of you in my lil space. I shouldnt miss the time when we had small quarrels and those moments that you've enlightened me up just that you dont know. CAUSE I MUST MOV'ON. Hope someday sometime in the future when i see cows along the road i could still think of but not miss someone who has been a great awesome passing cloud whom i used to ..... be grateful of.

:::::::::::::::::::::::::: :)

Anywayz, Bio was relatively much easier this year as compared to previous year's challenge.However! goddamnit i didnt memorise mutation! FFFFish.

k bye Social Studies is next.URGHHHHH!!

Instinct update.

2011-10-29T12:48:00.005+08:00

Supposed to be an update long long ago,entitled New Year Exertions,also a journal marked by Mdm Yeo my super laggie English teacher haha.

Those were the best days of my life

06.01.2011

After a year of focused studies in Singapore, I feel that I have developed the social skill and adjusted pretty well with my new friends and new environment.

Life in Singapore was tough and it always is. As it is commonly known, that academics here really drive her students to the very edge, with the schools trying to feed us as much knowledge as possible, and her students undoubtedly go as crazy as you could imagine. However, 2010 was a year full of all the fun and pain. Despite the hard time adjusting to the life being away from home sweet home and coping well with studies, it was nevertheless memorable, that I had the opportunity to join clubs in school and meet amazing and highly ambitious people.Besides, it also gave me the chance to explore and experience new things on top of the daily grueling studies. For instance, Mr Lim had never failed teaching his students the fun and correct way of dealing with the balls during PE lesson. I'd learnt tennis and badminton in school and i'm glad i actually learnt something valuable,yet,free of charge. NCHS's definitely a nice place where it understands students needs and benefits her students to the max.As Mr Tien always says,"We drill our students to be the best among all other schools..."blah blah blah but i fully agree with him though.I love NC very very much :)

Next up, hostel. Honestly, I have never tried such inedible food, not enough to make you sick but enough to make you appreciate home-cooked food (: Cleaning my own room, tidying up bed sheets and ironing clothes are fun. Never forget the times you wash your own clothes, fan, and cook instant noodles by the water dispenser! :D As back to the olden days,wow sounds so old but anyways, basically it's a 'pay-for-a-life' lifestyle that everyone loves,which now i think it's not right.They're the experiences that one will definitely cherish and miss Parry Hall when it's time to say goodbye to this old building.Trust me, the naughty hot tears will surely scald my once twinkling eyes that are filled with dark circles of fatigue. Always,at the end of the year, the buddies buddies will lock into tight embraces.Awww...

Anyway, a general overview of life in 2010 was all focusing on managing myself. To conclude it, I've learnt a lot and will move on, also, appreciate the past that has pushed me forward. This year,2011,I've grown as a young adult.I was pushed to go out of my comfort zone at times because O'levels is approaching (errr it's the time NOW) and I could not afford to waste anytime, every minute every second every hour of the day,every moment that is stolen cannot be replaced. So far, I still felt very unsure about my academic standards and i know that i need a helping hand =( January has always been a time for looking back to the past ,and forward to the upcoming year. It is time to reflect on the changes we want, to make resolutions and follow.

Well, here goes the wish. ( the first part i shall keep and skip then, who would not wanna look better? :P ) Secondly, for a graduating student like me is given a hectic, stressful lifestyle,other than a few minutes on Facebook, haha, most of the time i face books and notes. I wish for a balanced life with fantastic results and good health.Hmmmm..rather impossible?(: I believe that i can shape myself to be a hard worker , able to do the best that i can within my own means without any intention in giving up.

After O's, I might be trying something new by taking up new hobbies.Like I've always wanted to learn a new language--Japanese, since it is useful and is also part of my interest. Of course, I am going to learn driving after the national exam hohoho!Then when i got my license, I'll take myself to the seaside and enjoy the sea breeze.How lovely.

I thoroughly enjoyed last year and i always look forward to new activities or events the following year to improve myself. If i had only one year left to live , I would immediately leap into any actions that would remove all significant stress, avoiding anything that would stimulate my blood pressure,and also not forgetting about expressing my love towards my parents,family,teachers,friends and the Earth. =)

Long one.Hah.Feel so rejuvenated!

Gotta have a shower and refresh my mind for Add Math now.Toodles (:

i need a screwdriver!

2011-10-25T07:57:00.002+08:00

I swear i'm not gonna touch opera in my life.Never.

My son wont be named Gerald; and I wouldnt marry a person with the surname Li.

Suck Comprehension;and situational writing was a crap.

If only i had the FREEDOM to choose and let time rewind,

i'll never take O levels.

just a speck!

2011-10-21T10:36:00.005+08:00

Digging out some of mah weirdo photos and comparing 'em with my recent ones.

Gawsh..I see so much contrasts.

Somehow, I just couldnt believe time flies, things changed D:

See this.

Never forget how much i love being young! like,you know,at least one year ago...i had..

disgusting short hair.

time to do proper posts and follow-up Youtube..

the interest to straighten my annoying wavy hair..

wonderful awesome time with ice lemon tea..

BLAH.

Now,...i have..

ugly pimples and dark circles..

though longer straighter hair but, frizzy dry and break ends :S (04072011 pic)

dresses, but gaining so much weight. (05092011 pic)

Sigh, i've got so much to do before and after O's.

2.5 days.

Gotta mug likka scholar :/

then i can turn young again (: perhaps?

4:51pm.By the window.

2011-10-20T16:20:00.002+08:00

#1.
The same sun rises over both of us.
We both are awake before it does, and we both go to bed long after its gone. Precious moments of the same past times , hidden whispers of who we truly are and what we do now.
I pause to ponder, who are you to me?and who am i to you.
If you dont like me, dont make me like you.
I tried to suffocate the distractions with my feather pillow. Bury your adorable face hammered to my mind, under a weeping willow. And even took your soul far out to sea. Somehow, it still stuck there. Can you like, stop texting me? i wouldnt wish to be the one who ignore your message but if you know me well, i cant help to reply you whenever i see your lovely words bouncing against the white background. I hope you know that you'll possibly make me indulge in the habit of texting you daily eventhough i dont want this to happen. This is bad. I dont wanna feel missing you, neither do i wanna feel your presence. So, dont create the abrupt vibration again ok? (:

#2.
O levels. 3.5 days. No, I'm not scared :'(

define sweet.

2011-10-19T09:52:00.000+08:00

Noun:
Used as an affectionate form of address to a person one is very fond of: "hello, my sweet".
Adjective:
Having the pleasant taste characteristic of sugar or honey; not salty, sour, or bitter.

just a lil note

2011-10-17T09:40:00.004+08:00

I guess i gotta take back my words.
I can live independently, no? yup. You're just a jerk.
I realised,sometimes a loner's life could be rather unique and wonderful.

By the way, does anyone know any ways to switch from prepaid mobile service to contract subscription WITHOUT CHANGING MOBILE NUMBER????
:/

Of the untold

2011-10-07T18:13:00.011+08:00

Escaped from one, now another one comes.
I'm writing these down just in case i would forget one day; because i'm scared to tell anybody; because i cant handle all the uninvited unpleasant laughter; because life changes,like a stormy headwind..

Met in Jan 2010,but didnt really know each other until '11 Prelim one's period, you became my study buddy.At this moment, i still couldnt really figure and remember how we were linked.The bond started to form and tightened after the lovely June holidays and that's when my nickname Cow came about. I once tried a denial but it didnt work because you somehow had already permanently labelled me under you.You insisted (and now still) that you're the owner but oh well maybe you just mean nothing but purely a person or a creator of this name-cow.Haha.It's funny how people would view it,how people would interpret what you've said but it can never be explained unless you clarify something in your joke.Right? (: not even myself understand what you think deep inside. A week ago i paused to ponder, dont know since when, i started to realize your good,sense your importance and cant live a day without your text message.(tho i've survived 2 days!) I dont know if i'm entangled by the love trap or just feeling grateful to you for motivating me all these while.Things are getting complicated as we're getting closer and closer.Now struggling and staying away from any feelings that enable me to miss you or think of you because i know we're more suitable and comfortable in this current situation being BFFs :)

It's not tough to keep distances.It just depends on how you control your emotions and mindset. My cowie-look Google homepage hasnt been changed, because i know i can stay within the limits. Wishing all the best to you and may your dream come true, Best Friend (: It's been great knowing you!

today my life begins

2011-09-30T19:07:00.000+08:00

Keep smiling, because life is beautiful and there is so much to smile about. The sun’s going to shine, and the rain’s going to fall, and in the end you might get burnt or wet, but hey, that’s life. So dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun, and at the end of the day, smile. Everything’s going to be all right (:

before i go off, to graduating seniors and friends, Happy Graduation Day! :D

middle of nowhere

2011-09-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

When i was born, the doctor must have stamped "Failure In Life" on my forehead; a stamp visible to everyone, as if i'll never got the chance to hold any correct answers to exam questions;to my loved ones;to life.

I cant tolerate with this whole number: 23.
I felt stupid and alienated from everyone.Completely overwhelmed by disappointment,confusion and lost. At this point of time, in such a rush of air,when there's only 31 days to Os, i still live like a freshman failing biology.Someone please punch me hit me kick my ass.

I dont live in a nonchalant,offhand sort of way. I dont need Mr Goh to push me,bellow at me nor any teachers to whimper for me.Of course, i got the message very clear and nobody would dare to say i'm lazy b'cos that's the fact,I AINT LAZY.
I manipulate life;
I take chances to learn;
I dont only study hard but play hard,I make use of everyday;
I drink coffee, slap and even bite my own flesh (like who cares),to keep myself awake.

" Share with me your prob =) ,"my friend would say, when he has jumped from 33 to 18 to 14.

Me? 23 and still 23.

" My prob is i dono wats my prob," my fingers were exercising on the screen, trying to type more, but sadly i placed a fullstop after prob (.).

Sigh.

Next up,cheers for my English, for I've finally gotten a C5.Well that's not much to be pleased 'cos it's still terribly done, in the sense that, distinction is still undeniably far far away from my sight. BUT, glad that at least i passed,for all along i've been failing umpteenth times. Now, like phewww, got one less subject to fail. Good news or bad?haha.

Alright!anyways! i shall just continue to persevere. What else huh.
I shall just tell myself: 5 years ago i swept straight A's for UPSR, 2 years ago i scored straight A's for PMR. C'mon, i shall just continue the glory,continue to shine with AAAAAAAAs right?

FROM 23 to 6, impossible? Or at least, 23 to 11, hmmm.
Kar Jun, recognise the heroine in yourself;
LIVE UP THE SPIRIT!

:D

Damn damn damn

2011-09-22T19:10:00.000+08:00

"Wish You Were Here"
-Avril Lavigne

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

teehee.

2011-09-13T15:47:00.001+08:00

OwhMeGOSH puhleaz dont be soooo good tuh me !

milk and butter cookies

2011-08-21T11:07:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooo deserved a roundda applause 'cause i guess i've adapted pretty well to mah new life. Getting rid of Facebook, leaving my deary bloggie dead and clearing you outta my mind. I feel more focused, more carefree and life has become more lovely! with new names HEEHEE new study buddy HAHA and a bunch of monkey donkey friends who cheer me up whenever i'm depressed deep inside.

Prelim two is over and prelim 3 is approaching in 4 days' time.
O level MSP oral down, EL oral down, 64 days to O level papers.

Sigh, life is full of ups and downs.I must continue to strive for the best,be optimistic and persevere like what Mr Tan always say. Mov'on , KJ, kill the papers with all your might (:

See....your future is just so bright,so near, just over there! :D

Off to study hall, toodles.

HAHA i quit !

2011-07-14T18:43:00.006+08:00

Just in case you're wondering and looking for me and my soul on the net, i hereby announce that i'm no longer on Facebook anymore HAHA goodbye fb and friends HAHA i really need to study HAHA fb is undoubtedly a major distraction to o levels HAHA i'm so not gonna stalk him or YOU anymore HAHA.

Facing Prelim 2 tomorrow.HAHA---sense the sadness in my HAHAs!

Ciao.

A-lin 逃避没有不好

2011-06-28T23:56:00.001+08:00

A-lin逃避没有不好

哪个角落能疗伤
谁有温暖的肩膀
为什么爱上你会这么的恐慌
负荷不了的重量
沉的像你说的谎
已经说的自然
我也全盲
停在错的方向
亲爱的
逃避（逃避）
没有（没有）
不好
Baby can't let it go.
与其被爱拖累
还不如单独去飞
（说真的逃避）
逃避
没有（没有）
不好
Baby can't let it go.
太理智
像犯罪
突然变虚伪
拥抱不如离爱远一点

dead silence

2011-06-25T00:07:00.003+08:00

The canteen is quiet again.

Owh wellll....b'cause you've gone back, before telling anyone in this world.

Fineeee! bye lah! i'm so not gonna miss you! :/

unbonnet.

2011-06-22T21:36:00.003+08:00

Your leave has allowed me to instill the sense of discipline and courage.

You may want to start becoming a quiet and attentive person, you may be trying out very hard to begin a new chapter of life with your new group of friends or who knows, you may be escaping from me secretly...if so,I understand that. Dont worry this wouldnt be bothering me whole night long, because i've been through tough moments,i control my emotions and you You YOU are just a tiny lil thing that would never fill up my heart. Though the unspeakable pain is inevitable,there are slight indescribable freedom and so much of the happy moments with the awesome buddies when you're not around, and i'm getting used to it.

So, yeahh, if one fine day you're gonna disappear from my sight , just go. You need not to tell me and i'm pretty sure this Kar Jun will not be tracing over you. Next up, if i'm surviving pretty well, then you can start to congratulate me and i shall reciprocate your good wishes too.

burn the fire

2011-06-21T23:51:00.005+08:00

hi blog,

i guess i did my best for the 1st one i've attempted,and i think i've done quite well to please the teacher ics.That's why i'm shortlisted before phase two comes ;)

HOWEVER, i crashed the 2nd one, which fell on yesterday noon.I nearly got in late and as everyone knows,late for trials or interviews is a very MAJOR key that they take into account for any degradation D: i'm upset :((((((( but i can find noone to cheer myself up,cause nobody understands how i feel as i didnt tell them,i chose not to,in order to cause less trouble for the rest of my life.So, there are thousands of gold buried underneath my secret underpath.I kept them safely all to myself . I know some have already mistakenly or under certain necessary circumstances i have taken them out but yeahh,still a lot left untouched and unrevealed, if you get what i mean :) I'm facing the 3rd one tomorrow.Not only it is gonna be the most tough and tricky one, yet due to my current mood, i feel lost,totally,like half body dead already seriously. Tomorrow is the last ever golden opportunity. There's no reason i could fail it anymore.

So yeaahhh how i wish lucky pills exist !

then for the next second, i wish i do no have to purchase any chill pills! ;D

Yayy,good luck to me and my larynx tomorrow!

bye blog (:

who says a loser will never win

2011-06-18T14:42:00.003+08:00

I'm still guessing.

Is she the one you like?

Nahh doesnt matter anymore.

You shall just be a passing cloud to me, i'm NOT gonna prove how hard i can be, how excellent i will be,neither am i doing stuff that would make me lose all my mind.

I CAN DO WHAT SHE CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER.

WATCH ME.

smell the daisies

2011-06-17T23:43:00.005+08:00

Happily had lunch w/ SN and the perfect guy.

Rushed Emath TYS chaps 4.1 to 4.4 in 4 hours' time to spare no time for preparation later.

630pm.Hurriedly, i picked up my hairbrush,started clearing my dandruff flakes and did all that i'll usually do in front of my magic mirror. Played some nice music that got me in a good mood.Took out my adorable Esprit hoodie and left a smile that accentuates my confidence in my reflection.Like,going out for a speed date or something.Yea,in this case,yes-with two guys (3some?omgawsh,NO!),but definitely not a date.Durhh,JUST A FRIDAY DINNERRR.

Then,you made my phone vibrate.

You said you're not going anymore.

I was..utterly disappointed and frustrated.

You could have made things better if you didnt made the suggestion to go out in the first place.It's Fridayyyy!Oh c'mon you can finish your freaking homework 1 hour later but you still chose to reply 'see how larh..'. Damn.

So...Today's initial plan for dinner at Geylang was called-off.SN called and we ended up eating in Parry and WE SAW YOU WEARING YOUR FREAKIN SPORTSWEAR.What was that s'posed to mean?you meant you couldnt finish your homework when you have your leisure to play basketball with the guys and ignored our friday-hyper mood. Grrr.You came and sit with us.Asking why the heck we're not going out already.Gahh you idiot! Cant you sense the tension that laid among the 3 of us you idiot!it's fri and who would want to stay in the cage!You were the one who caused this lah.steeewpiddd.

Thought of givin' you a wtf face and scoldya right in front of your face...until i see your dark-brown deep-set eyes, reflecting just the right amount of sunlight soothing to the eye.Once again,i kept the harsh words to myself.

You asked us out to Kovan and said sorry. Like,finally you realized what's your problem.

But one thing you must know,your sturdy shoulders and playful character have always allowed me to become as timid as a rat in front of you,so..you're always forgiven ,you this awfully adorable busybody ;) Nehhhh..this sounds so disgusting but hellyah it's true,and i dont know why.You are the first one in my life who have made my senses uncontrollable,have the strong power that could linger over nicotine,and you,are the only one that could draw my attention away from anything else.

We dreamed a dream :)

2011-06-16T23:41:00.003+08:00

Slice of pie

2011-06-16T17:23:00.005+08:00

Holidays have ceased to be holidays.

No surprise- ;S

Half of the school break is almost up but i still cant stop myself from the boring cycle,the horribly dull routine :/ It's been a whirl of forever-unfinished homework , facebook-ing and late night sms-es these past two weeks,and the hardest part ever is to pull yourselves out of bed every single morning.Each day was deliciously unproductive and time no longer followed its rules. I AM SERIOUSLY BORED OF JUNE HOLIDAYS AND I WANT A ...well, an education system that fails ALL THE STEWPID GENIUSES. Screw'em and i dont have to freakin study anymore.

Wow.what an inspirational dream of mine.

Back to reality- Gahhh, i shall not procastinate my 'Electromagnetic induction' revision.Die..

but,despite of all these,

...i still remember your smile,it's just so worthwhile.

It's the only thing that i could never be bored of (:

THE LEGEND

And this is some medicines to cure boredom.Some hint: wmp.LMAO.

So you could guess how mad gals can be.

omg i love mah bitches mann!

webcamwhoring ftw!

it's Last Friday Night babe!

2011-06-15T11:53:00.001+08:00

OMG this is awesomeeee!Katy Beth Terry! :D

third day.a woe.

2011-06-14T21:32:00.007+08:00

Your increasing deceleration speaking makes me feel like i am a stranger visiting your life occasionally.

It's the third day .

I could still remember how sweet was the first.When we were fooling around,chit-chatting pointlessly,at a table where you and i did not expect to see each other.

Whyyyyy, i could not figure out the reason you keep your deep voice emotionally today.

You showed me an empty ruinous heart,making our 1o meters distance as apart as 10 miles away.It's the third night and i just realized you've fossilized my time.Breathing in the evening air all the way down through the corridor,i forced myself to vacuum clean my brain, wanted to forget you b'cause i know i'm already very beary late to do so and it's the time. But, i just could not .Seeing you day and night,sunshine and rain.Tell me,how can it be possible for me to take the steps?It takes at least a decade mann!

You had your meal slightly earlier just now, and that you made somebody else call me,i'm sad,but hello can you hear me?you dont know anything, all you know is just laugh stupidly, talk loudly and command people to do things for yah.I can tolerate all these because i guess i still could not find the reasons to stop thinking bout you.I find no borders around.You become part of my routine. ( ':

It happened last week,that you finally realized the hawt topic people were gossiping about.You asked me twice if i like you.I said no.A BIG NO.I hate this.Can't you find out yourself instead of questioning me?You asked me if i'm the one started the so-called rumour, i said no.A BIG NO. Hell yeahh actual fact i was the one spreading!so what! I know i'm such a coward that i dont even dare to admit it. All because i want you to start the fire! not me!not asking me how and why do you wanna start the fire! dear diaryyyyyy...i'm sorry frustration strikes. why cant things happen just like what i want.tell me why :( and now i'm feeling so empty.

But do you freaking understand my situation as a teenage girl?

Think bout it,especially when she has already knew that the one she likes is already fallen on someone else,who would tell the truth?frankly speaking out would just end up hurting both parties terribly.So,

Do you know that GIRLS LIE?

..sigh,you just haven't Got The Love Quartet.

Feelings are dumb

2011-06-07T09:28:00.003+08:00

Let's just remain like this,just be friends :) good good friends that have a heart to heart talk and deal with some stupid promises.Sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is to let go even when your heart strives to hold on.

Nevermind, imma not going any closer.I LIKE THE WAY WE ARE NOW (:

It's

fOreVER :)

b'cos there's something helpless & innocent

2011-06-03T10:12:00.006+08:00

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave him alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, will never be.

I shall never be the one who sparks the fire.

YES I'M EGOISTIC but that's my nature,i wont force you and definitely wont force myself for you.I clearly know what's good and what's bad for myself.For the advantages farly outweigh the disadvantages,i decide to just keep quiet,and forget.(night:1025pm)I was shocked that you actually built the stairs.1st step,2nd step,3rd,4th,5th...all the way till 102am-you gave me a smile-ask me if i'm serious.HOWEVER THIS IS NOT THE WAY I LIKE.You know what,we're like,on the same page maybe,but the only issue is that we're in different books.Knowing the fact that i'm just not your cup of tea,i understand that you wont know what i crave for and c'mon,it's completely a dream.

Yes I'm that egoistic.I'll just let it fade away unless you start it.
Hurtful,selfish and stupid, but so what?imma letting it go.

killed the greatest man i've known

2011-05-26T00:27:00.007+08:00

Hey mah sexy diary,
Firstly,Hoooooooray for mah results,though i'm already a failure in life and i certainly know that,but,*long sigh* at this point of time,i think i should appreciate that at least i tried my hardest and i'm not the weakest as expected D= despite writing MAYDAY non-stop in my journal after school today,i think i should be writing something significant here to motivate myself too (:

Secondly,Hooooooooray for i've decided to begin a new chapter of life,i know what should be in my head, and i know i'm doing the right thing.YOU are officially outta my mind.YOU are no longer an important person to me.YOU are fading away and i dont mind because there's no reason why i should care for you when you dont even bother to reply my comment,when you dont even care to reply my test msg and you dont even understand all the hints that i've given to you.Now,i'm starting this cause i've finally realized that my poor life cannot be solely overwhelmed by tears of sadness just because of you.I wanna love my own body back.I'm gonna live life to the fullest! live life with no regrets!!

ooh yea before i forget to post this,i must say that i super like this tumblr quote ! -

"They say life is like Facebook. People will like your problems and comment, but no one will solve them for you because everyone is too busy updating theirs" :(

guess that's all.Nitez.

See past the negative,it's time to move on.

2011-05-21T08:39:00.002+08:00

I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, and let go of some things ~~I've loved~~, to get to the other side, it's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye.♥

Without you,i feel insecure and desperate.

But i will still forget bout you. I will. I can.I need to.

marina barrage madness

2011-05-20T08:48:00.005+08:00

SO WHAT if i live life crazily. I dont wanna waste my few years here on earth doing nothing,'cause life is meant to be enjoyable.It's either you plant a flower or you grow weeds.

I want my life to be lovely.xoxo.

Myosotis sylvatica

2011-05-15T21:29:00.003+08:00

tsk tskk tskkk
next time at least name me before you shout something at me so that i know you're talking to me! if not how am i s'pose to answer you?

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO FIND A REASON IN ORDER TO TALK TO YOU.

NO.Just leave me.
Let me forget you.

the escape.

2011-05-14T12:51:00.004+08:00

Mood : Blue ;
Schedule : Slack ;
Music : Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight ;

Ohmegosh yesterday was really a...MOVIE DAY!haha.Like totally forgotten bout our bloody Bio paper 1 on Monday!Malay paper ended at 1145pm. Officially left school after lunch at 1210pm. Threw bags on floor at 115pm. Ran in and out loading movie till 145pm. Played with much H2O(l) in the cubicle for 1hr plus till 245pm.AND HERE GOES OUR MOVIE LIST!tadaa: 单身男女，武侠梁祝，杀破狼，AND..不能说的秘密！woohooo!whaat a day! :D 230am sekalian meruyupkan mata!

Namun, (ohgawsh this is so freakin' Malay-ish), i have not seen you for more than 24 hours!
:(
whaaaaat,it's not about missing you,it's not even about loneliness cause there were so MANY ladies beside me screaming crazily like there's no tomorrow.I told myself: everything is under your own control,you cant possibly make everything belong to you,you must LEARN how to survive without the most significant person beside you,see,you lived a day,happily.Shall make yourself clear,it's just the haze,the hatred haze.He'll never shout at me anymore, never poke you on fb anymore, he'll never text you for a day to make ya pleased for an entire day anymore,never will call you talking nonsensical stuff,never care for me anymore.FOR I'm just like any ordinary people around,ANY ORDINARY ANNOYING FRIEND of his.

I guess i'm right.
Sayyeah, 91% in the progress of forgetting.
I'm almost done.
Keep it up babe! your concentration is not worthy on him!

yay (:

can't stop the feeling.

2011-05-07T20:16:00.002+08:00

YOU ARE A PERFECT DISTRACTION TO MY LIFE.
I HATE YOU, for the reason that I LIKE YOU.

live once,live right.

2011-04-30T00:53:00.011+08:00

Silver moon,hanging in the starless sky.

Casting a ghostly shadow on the tombstones nearby.

.... It's like, Chapter 4 going 5 ,

sweetie piesss,

say hello to my Prelim 1 , and even before it starts, BYE.

Now,what?

3 days left to Prelim-exam 1, everyone's no doubt MUGGING ,holding their notes, dictionaries, ref books, textbooks..etc.There's no more squawky laughters, cheers from far, or even birthday songs at the boisterous canteen that usually could be heard clearly from my room. Signs of 'exam-coming-soon' huh?no.These are uncharacteristic silence,rare,so unfamiliar,and definitely not something that we should be happy for.

Check-time.Half past one A.M. I'm supposed to be sleeping soundly with my angelic bear and cute octopus , but i somehow found myself sleepless and that's why i'm here :) . I couldnt stop myself whirling around with the rustle of confusion and bewilderment that swept through my mind.If only Janice Tan and Mdm Choong is here, i will be more carefree,ya? Yet,imagination has its limits, it starts to be illogical when you realize the dream you dream is just a dream.

More than 120 days of 2011 has gone.Literally one-third of the year just disappear before you could even notice its existence.SO DAMN FAST.

Looking back,hmmmm...some real significant moments that kept my life lively and interesting for the past few months:

From, 2011 class gathering with Mr Tien ....

to Esplanade outing and photospamming with close buddies....

to the times when stupidity jumbles up with the elements in the air to create an aura of fun in hostel ...

to our Friday-night eating out gang...

to...Birthday girls and boys!...

Bel & Bran the twin's 18/4

Wan Fen's 22/3

to fun ice-breaking games which bonds international friendships...

to FAME!!...

SYF '11..(being a proud NC chorister!)

and,tada!MY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!...

Whoooosh oh no,check time: 223am. Off to bed! :) sleep tight,peeps (:

indescriptive syndrome

2011-04-21T15:12:00.004+08:00

I know it sounds super crazy , that's why i never told anyone (:

I start to get addicted to combing my hair in front of the mirror, not so much of the addiction of scratching the dandruff flakes off my head or neither self-loathing but,i just cant stop glancing at you when i stand there.THERE. That awesome spot. Oh my mirror mirror why are you placed at such a right location ?
:)

世界上最遥远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我在想什么。

hey you

2011-04-19T09:08:00.004+08:00

We're not sweet!
stop treating me so well so that i can assure myself that i'm not falling in love!

LOLOLOLOLOLOL!

bitterlove

2011-04-18T08:20:00.002+08:00

I can only nurse my emotions and console myself that i am a person of integrity after all 'cause i know if i let you know my feelings deep down my heart, the outcome would not be pleasant. Nobody would approve that, no one would think i made the right choice, every body will start to ignore me because of you (i guess), and most essentially,i couldnt imagine myself enduring it.Moreover, how would i know if you're already taken D: damn you , why on earth and since when did you enter my life?you distract me you distract me you distract me from my life you know. Although i understand that it's almost impossible for me to go near you, i cannot help but smile to myself whenever i recall how could i have met you , how we helped each other and how we converse in sarcasm,like ALWAYS :/ Thanks for the birthday gift even though it was soooo belated, i really appreciate it despite uhmm...it looks like it's gonna expire anytime soon and you said it's what you bought but hey let me guess,you lied,right? :P anyway, hmmm..you are a good person but sometimes you just need to think properly before you speak, you hurt people with such a bloody word like 'elephant leg' or whatever phrases that you've jolly well known noone would like that. THAT IS NOT VERY NICE.and you're so arrogant!so attention seeking!such a trouble-maker!why why why?you're a nice person and somewhat innocent ,and i know that! nobody's perfect,so do you.You obviously cant make everyone agree with what you said but at least, you show some respect to others before your action. Dont you realise that your friends are getting lesser and lesser?dont you think something is wrong with you when nobody actually wants to accompany you when you need teamwork or most basically,your dinner time -.-

Cant you be flawless,so that i feel more comfy when i talk to you?i can endure your everything but i am pissed with others who think that you're totally unforgiven for everything.If you ask me why,i dont know,'cause i think i'm fallen for you.OhmyGod.

ps: dear diary, you make me feel bettah! :D

pps: heyy peeps dont ask me who he is alright!i'm not gonna say!heheee.

ppps: oohssh if 'you' are reading this ( hope you're not!) , hahaha dont be vain okay maybe it's not you! xD

Happiness is chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted :))

2011-04-03T12:47:00.002+08:00

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡

隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑

微微笑　小時候的夢我知道

不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑　

鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠

回家吧　回到最初的美好

You lifeless people.

2011-02-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

I'm not one of those nerds in disguise who only know how to bury themselves in a jungle of books.You bite everything off more than you can chew,so what? You have no possession of life skills, you dont know music and you live in a jungle words and phrases.I seriously feel the uncertainty about the way Singaporeans survive after a year and almost 2 months that have made me feel strong sense of regret. I dont boast about things like what i have but you dont have and noone will ever see me comparing marks around like crazyyyyy in class,how irritating is that,eg: "xx,can let me see your marks?i wanna see if mine is higher than you,haha," so direct, yet not hilarious at all.Imagine you hearing that almost daily-you 'll have faster heartbeat rate-.-Right,b'cos i have no academic excellence like anyone else, i'm weak in almost every subject and I have to admit it ,however, i'm strangely,proud of being a happy soul that HAS A LIFE.

You YAY your asshole out when the teacher announced that Trigo is gonna occupy the majority.What's your intention? You're happy cos it's your strength in Amath,or pleased that others are gonna drown soon?

You have a patient in class.No,not only one,count amongst yourselves since your maths are SO BRAVO.You look at people's herbal tea that has an unsightly pleasant colour and gossip about it, what's wrong with you? YEA YEA YEAH LOOKS LIKE SOYA SAUCE SO WHAT???!!! OH DOES THAT MAKE YOU THINK OF YOUR CUTE MOTHERS AT HOME WHO ENJOY THE PROCESS OF DRINKING SOYA SAUCE?? are your brains clogged or something? dash to the cement wall and drink your own brain juices then ! effing bitches.Gawsh.

人心险恶.

These are the facts that you have to believe in, truly not the typical Malaysians' style,WE are not kiasu, or rather, kiasu in other ways that will unlikely to have traumatized your adorable friends around (:

misery

2011-02-19T20:41:00.004+08:00

Screwed up Bio O level Practical,followed by Chem,and now Physics -.- all the stupid unforgivable marks gone.

Had a new hair cut,as in,just trimmed the split ends,but ending up with its super improper length hanging at the back,more like bushes than hair.You cant imagine that =.=

Got myself a new pair of specs this afternoon.Hmmmm...never ask me if i'm having those super thick , bold and blackish full-framed ones, 'cause i'm never one of those copycats around :) but ehh i do follow the trends kay, despite being badly known as POPO in the hostel.haha.

Time for Math. Again.
FML :'(

When you reach upon the star, it falls.You get nothing.

2011-02-08T18:58:00.006+08:00

You are not useless, but you're just dumb and so unlucky that when you fall,people lend you a hand, and you fall again.

You want the moon, you want the stars, so you stretch your arms to reach them , but all that you're able to touch is a piece of smooth glass.You try hard to knock it down, scratch it with your cute fingernails but it just stands there and block your way. You are unable to remove the obstacle. So, that's how far you can reach?

Whenever you put in effort, your 101% attention on certain things, they just end up like bullshit(s).

You look at the universe.You never wish for the sun, not even Venus , because you know that they do not belong to you, you have your own limitations , you cant survive long with them,because you presume nobody can. You turn back,planning to leave with a sigh.Out of a sudden,you heard somebody saying HELLO to you from far.You turn back, seeing your good friend on that planet smiling at you.

Cells are blocks of life.I think yours are crenating.

CopperII Sulfate - the blue crystals.
Do you still have your water of crystalisation left?or already turned into white powder?

You perplex whether which path to walk, you pick the wrong one.

You said byebye to Chemistry,Add maths,Physics and English.
Geography is next.
YOU HATE YOUR LIFE.
YOU BOUNCE WITH NO DIRECTION.
YOU ARE DEAD.

If you think i'm criticising some unknown, you're sadly mistaken.

cherish

2010-12-21T15:26:00.003+08:00

Life is too short to be enjoyed,or rather,LIFE IN MALAYSIA i mean.So,i shall make good use of every single second i have here,instead of blogging about it cause memories are MORE THAN WORDS.

Going out again.For the sake of having fun,again.Like every-single-day,

i .

play.

nonstop.

That's all.I LOVE MALAYSIA :)

lifeless

2010-12-13T22:22:00.001+08:00

NO!

I. should. not. come. here. anymore.

Rejuvenation (:

2010-12-11T12:19:00.003+08:00

Cheers,back from Hong Kong!!
These 5 days 4 nights trip was awesome,somehow i was utterly disapponted in some cases,like,Wei Lin and Denise bought Roxy with HK$200 discount!Uh!!Anyways, cant describe it with words,i just LOVE the trip because....

WE,NAN CHIAU HIGH SCHOOL CHOIR,
GOT GOLD AWARD in WINTER CHORAL FESTIVAL 2010!

Nothing more than pleased when you achieve something you aim for isn't it?(:

sexy mash-ups!

2010-12-05T10:50:00.003+08:00

Some mashups that i've just found out on Youtube lately.Not really up to DJ Earworm or Norwegian's standard but still worth a listen! :D

ENJOY!

Mah Fave :)

Check out more yourself! some arent that bad (: i dont really understand why i am fond of this kind of thing these days.

thelittlepleasures

2010-12-04T19:18:00.005+08:00

My fresh morning starts off with a rumble rumble thunder rainy rainy day.

So... this afternoon i went on a food hunt.Not exactly a hunt 'cos everything was perfectly booked beforehand by the awesome chio mommas/aunties.HAHA.So my entire noon was spent like that:

Went Sizzler in Toa Payoh Central---Strolled around TP Central---Bishan Junction 8 and bought my desired BLACK TURTLENECK LONG SLEEVE---bought new Maybeline mascara too in watsons---another stroll in the newly opened Serangoon NEX mall (fyi,the biggest mall in Northeast of s'pore,SUPER CROWDED i tell you)

---and, i am more than alive now (:

Awesome huh.Can hardly find an interstice in my packed schedule huh.

So this is how i end my day,well,am almost finishing it.Few more hows then i'll hit the sack with no target for tomorrow.How sad.

Check time,748pm.

Things just flicker,flash and fade. So fast we just spoke about lunch and my dinner is done (:

Owhkay someone just said that i NEED to READ more.So does that mean that i must let go of FB and spend my time more wisely instead?err...thats so full of sarcasm and mean,or maybe i get that person wrongly. I just dont love to read anymore like for the previous years i've been bringing novels to school daily,Cathy Glass....Steph Meyer...James Patterson...etc any book that goes well with me. No,i guess i'm no that kj any longer,and i swear i dont have that habit anymore.Influenced by the fast pace life of singapore?well maybe the real me might come back some other days but definitely not at the moment.

I shall not place myself at any point of anger.

Sleep and rest well and wake up with a fresh new start.

Here goes my last song 'Love Like Woe' =D

who supports The Ready Sets , people? i love'em to the max mann!

Goodnight peeps!

black romance.

2010-12-03T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hi world,
Here you go, some power-failure-pichas as promised,which i find them quite nice but in real,quite scary, tho the emergency light was on.

Cant deny it's nice huh.

Here's one more,with my bed :))

See,they're no longer working.Not even now,luckily it's raining orelse i'll probably turn into a hot babi!

Yayss tomorrow's gonna be fun! Going out with the aunties aunties for Sizzler buffet lunch!Plus i think i'm spending on a Gap black turtleneck for muah Winter Gala!!Wish me luck i must succeed in buying it!

I.

Can.

Wait.

No.

More.

xoxo,ttfn (:

Happy Frydae people!

2010-12-03T11:11:00.003+08:00

:D
Gonna post Parry Hall's power failure photos!
Gosh yesterday night was completely dark starting from 630pm.Plus the heavy downpour like it wouldnt cease anytime.Crazy.
Buh-bye,off to school for my last choir practice le!
3 days to Hong Kong w/ choirmates and teachas!

PS: Ahhhh i want bangs! any silky fringe will do!but i know i know i cant possibly have one unless my hair stops curling like a bobo! ish T.T

dismay

2010-12-01T17:30:00.004+08:00

Imissmyroommates!

Imissmyfriends!

Imissmypapamama&brothas!

Imisseverybody!

eventhoughit'sjustamere16days!

*screams*

uncertain nature.

2010-12-01T16:02:00.004+08:00

Today's choir practice was s'posed to be 830am to 2pm.Quite alarming for its long long duration but surprisingly they say it's normal and, for the past few years they had to have physical training ( run ) at around 630am.Uhh so,shall i feel grateful to have not joined choir last few years?-.- Too much of work on bones and my throat as well,pretty exhausted,fortunately they called off afternoon's sectionals and allow us to go back earlier.If not no doubt it'll be super torturing.Anyways,Ms Yin's attire was nice today,love the way her grey floral shirt matches the tiny red buttons,cute and fab. Our practice today was rarely awesumm tooooo...haha.Notice the word 'rare' but hey, hk competition is just 5 days away, we should be more up to standard.

Me just did 100 squads today.Not for some 'on-diet-plan' or trying to be slim,nahh whateva. I WAS LATE to choir again and can you imagine it's not my 1st time.HAHA :P my legs are stiff now and i could hardly stretch my muscle cells,yea cuz they're burning badly :'(

Oh yeah.Random.In case you dont know,or, i shall just spread the good news no matter you've already known it or not.TAADDDAAA!! I'm on newspaper!! WE are on newspaper!! no joke. It's 22/11/2010 's 联合早报 :D

Special thanks to Xinning(2nd from left) who suggested to us ( Wei Lian,Beldon & I )wanna go Orchard together for its lighting.Xmas decos are super nice i tell you, and this picture is even nicer than everything :)
Definitely not for some achievements that will do my parents proud xD

parry parry very contrary

2010-11-30T22:16:00.004+08:00

Here i am,

alone in room 03-47,

reluctantly with the company of my "dearest" PRC neighbours' gigantic 'chickening' voice. (sorry but uhh i really am out of any other better ideas to come up with a nicer adjective).Well,all i can do is just tune the speakers louder to shield their ~~sweeeeet~~ irritating voices.

Grumbles aside.Piles of homework too.

Today i woke up with a super huge lion head.Walking towards the toilet with my toothbrush,i realized that my neighbours are gone.Probably for their bridging courses or whatever events. The entire hostel was as quiet as you can even hear the flapping sound of the birds' wings.Then, boomz a fat lady cleaner appeared at the groundfloor,looking at me warily as if i'm not supposed to be here.LOL YEAH WHATTHEHECK like i want to be here!:( so i just give her a 'i-dunno-who-are-u' look,she was super weird i tell you,i kept avoiding her eye-sight,which made me super uncomfortable.

In fact, should i be grateful to have her,who was also the ONLY PERSON appeared in this glorious morning?

I used to be awaken by noisy guys down there.Steppin' out of muh room,i used to have breakfast before i set off to school and simultaneously the Chapalang gang members would be at the same spot,same table,having breakfast too.Sometimes Eeone would also be there reading newspaper .HAHA......stop.Now,noone is there,everywhere.The whole boarding school is empty.Not even a shadow could be seen.Yeah you might think that cheh cause it's holiday that is why.NO.What i mean is that,ya, 4 more weeks then you'll see people walking around,crowds yelling,bimbo-tic people flirting,the zhonghua gals walking up the stairs VERY LOUDLY and so on. However,half of the familiar faces stay,another 50% gone. New cute people entering Parry,but the 'olden' real nice people...you cant find them anymore.HOW DEPRESSING.

Another way of thinking, i would take back muh words, that i've posted them as facebook status.Tentatively,I'd rather have the noisy neighbours around and the cleaners and of course,the managers (in case anything happen to me they will handle for me?haha). Imagine one has to live in complete silence for 11 days.God bless me even yesterday night,with the company of the voice of the gals next door, i already need to turn on my dim light before i hit the sack. You know what i'm afraid of. Ish dont make me think of it.

Honestly , i miss everybody.Esp the seniors that have just been with us 1 year and nobody knows when we will ever meet again. We say Parry sucks,but actually staying under its roof has the benefit that none other hostels can gain,i guess.

Come to think of it,Parry is lousy for its facilities and stuff, but there is never a 'NO' for the bonds between us boarders (:

there's so much time, to figure out the rest in my life

2010-11-30T15:13:00.007+08:00

TOO MUCH to say.
How do you count memories?We dont,cause they will never come again,allow us to hold'em tight.Or maybe,some of us just dont see the need to so.So,how do y'all view it?
Time flies,goes an old saying.
Hello world,I'm back.Say'ya miss me!:)

Meanwhile,time will continue to proceed at its own regular pace.
Since June holidays till the very end of November,i've experienced things that i've never thought i'd have the opportunity to experience,things that had changed my life,things that i will never forget,and things that i wish they belong to me forever.
Really too much events and happenings that have built up my life,and i think a summary would also be more than a zillion words.This is why i seldom blog,or i didnt blog for the past 2 months,because time is too short and precious for me to cherish everything that has spun around me.

I'm grateful that i'm given complete limbs,pink health,beautiful people around me and plain-awesome life,that none other people,none other things can substitute!
And most importantly,i live life with no regrets!(:

I want you me everybody to be pleased when i'm around,and everything i crave comes true,everyone i love has his best always.CHEERS (:

Florals and Fragrance of mid-end 2010 (:

2010-11-29T16:08:00.000+08:00

Bits & Pieces of mah laiph!
:D

Family photoshoot. ( 11th June )
SYF Opening Ceremony -Performed as combined choir (3rd July )
NCHS Shines in harmony + SPCA Sales (10th July )
Math Olympiad comp (24th June )
Room cleaning of 03-47 ! (2nd June )
2nd Common Test ( 1st Aug )
Asdance ( 27th Aug )
Mooncake Festival in Parry ( 4th Sept )
Australia trip (11th Sept )
3A bbq party at Erica's condo!
Kean Lynn's birthday
Ser Lin's birthday ( 23rd Oct )
Nan Chiau scholars' farewell dinner! (30th Oct )
Lunch at Seoul Garden (5th Nov )
Outing w/ Amanda & Ser Lin at Orchard.
Sending beloved seniors off w/ Lynn & Beldon (21st Nov )
Penang!!! -Breakfast at market w/ buddies.-Penang Cendol w/ Kean Lynn.

:(

2010-09-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

OMG this is so dead.
no time to update...=(
10 days to EOY!!!! Gah !

When you say Life's truly Great....

2010-08-14T19:36:00.004+08:00

Counting down,
9 days to Common Test.
13 days to Asdance.
22 days to Aussie.

How's life?
SPECTACULAR.

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

spree!

2010-08-08T13:35:00.010+08:00

Happy 45th Birthday to Singapore!

Well,this weekend is supposed to be looooonnnnngggggg!
yea but why am i still busying with those unimportant stuff ?!
right,shall hang out and spend time shopping like there's no tomorrow instead of mugging like a worm! okay i know CA2 is just around the corner but i cant deny that these days i've been working quite a lot with my dear books eventhough the results dont seem to be as glam as i thought it would be......
So,it's time to slack, for......2 days?no?3 days! yepp so today is the 3rd day! Tan Zher Min, 5pm,CQ,wait for me!!*zomg i really really have to shop orelse noone's gonna sympathize me on 27th's Asdance!right no Ms Nge?? haha! my dear president will somehow find a way to.....you know...chop me into pieces D= * (ps:stayng next to her room is a danger xD )
Oh yeah before i forget, Team 3A rawks!

We won the 1st! thanks a million to Ser Lin the greatest contributor!:D

ok.Off to Vivo.*wave*
(will update more when i'm back :])

On this joyous day...!

2010-07-25T20:37:00.004+08:00

Siaw Ying camera shy (wth?!)

(w/ Singapore Idol top 40 finalist)

Yesterday was such a gleeful day!!!!!!
Wan Fen you did a great job! *so did all of us haha cause Malaysians rock!!

Omg i just cant resist the happiness! Hyper-active now!Cant sleep...
Yea,am still thinking of how people looked at us and commented on us Chineses in such a way that...."they are not bilingual but TRIlingual!"
Yes! why? what's so special? Cause we are Malaysians and we are proud of being one!

Lastly, HB to my lao di !
Jia Youssss for UPSR !

(you know what you should do =] )

eenie meenie miney moo ;)

2010-07-16T20:55:00.006+08:00

The routine rush of school life began with schools reopening on the 28th.Omg i cant believe another week here has come to an end.I survived safe and sound for the past 3 hectic weeks!There was indeed enthusiasm towards meeting friends,dearest teachers and HOSTELMATES right before the school welcomes us back,but...well...i miss my m'sia buddies more!

I could still remember my grades were slipping tremendously during MYE,compared to how I did at lower secondary,and primary of course(being crappy xD),i slowly realise that it is a phase that most of us will go thru,yeah,but certainly not everyone.I AM CRAZILY HARDWORKING OKAY,but sometimes you just wont get things you want perfectly,which,my fate has told me the truth,and mine was like MOST of the time.Lol i am always the person who have to face the music yet not bold enough to.I had been telling myself that i'm gonna do well this time round...no more failures no more corrections as in a huge number of it, no more disappointment...so on and so forth but who can tell? the next second i committed those unforgivable mistakes again.Sigh.Hope everything will be fine and things work smoothly (:

Yea.Time for updates again.
Nevertheless, till now i still manage to live a 'graceful'life...but i think i'm gonna say bye to it soon...CAUSE NEXT WEEK IS THE DAMN DAMN DAMN CLASS TESTS'WEEK!uhh it's like...again?! seriously hate Continual Assessment to the core!!ok ok anywaysssss...i think i shall talk about SYFOC 2010 first hehe i'm sort of excited now,but i'm lazzzzzyyyy again lah =X let the pics talk bah.

This yr's theme: "torch of friendship"

Performed as combined choir will 10 other schools.
*k,more photos on fb*
But i dont understand why we have to wear this *scroll eye balls* "Astronautic" costume.
Oh well here are some add-ons.*dont take it as an offence kay?* It was such a big event.200+ of schools were present and hundred thousand of people there i assume?yah.Such a "youth" event apparently.IJTP was just right beside us, same block.But i seriously was pissed by how childish and no-brain acts by'em. Funny uh. Funniest thing ever(lol as if it can make you laugh,i am still pissed here whenever i think of them)Though some were okay ((: Anyways, "some people" in NC also ...aherm..not to mention much but,yea,bitches just dont need description!yupp! they dont even deserve a pair of eyes! who freaking cares about you huh,stay far away from me lah dude,you just dont understand how you look like when you ever show a "singaporean-unpleasantly-proud-face",it looks damn kiampak and obiang!gosh!

Next up!Yee Tzen's B'day! wow how great her mom was,to give birth to her on Youth day!which is a public hol!weih i want that too -.- It was....such a BLAST right YT!! Cant blame us cause we're too creative and innovative!! The only flaw was that...not enough part-poopers ;p yeah anyway we made you XIA DAO XIAO! yea! :D
Then i gotta carry a huge and "fragile" treasure,RUN all the way from the busstop to E Hub..like..200 metre-distance?I 有苦难言啊!ok wait...at least it still looked not as disgusting as i thought when i checked it out in the washroom.LOL again LYT! you just cant guess what's that!The treasure is......the CAKE!hhahahaha laugh die me that was soooooo hilarious! okay then we went Kbox. When everybody doesnt know how to use a lighter!how funny!i thought i was the only one who knows how to do nothing with fire,apparently not,yay!xD

Then off we rushed for Knight And Day! hahhaha i laughed like dunno what.It was super interesting!ok just go watch and hawt guys do learn how to be Tom!

Cheers yo!

Started SS this new term.Oh damn scared if i would screw it D=

Ohh yea yea 2 more things!
Just done O level Chinese Oral Test!!damn it was such idiotic i dont understand what's 浸儒...wth.Got the meaning finally when the old lady repeated and explained to me.Die liao lo,must A1 you know...zzz.
Next week having Olevel Listening and Compre!wish me luck i know i can do it x)

Owh finally the last thing!
Announcement:
MY FACE IS 11.38 WIDE HELLO!!!
hahaahahhhaahahha very accurate one kay, we used vernier callipers and Abigail can be the witness xD

这一刻...

2010-07-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

噢我的天!!

明天O水准华文口试!!

加油to everyone taking Higher Chinese! :D

死了,今晚不用睡了...

Crossing the border,it's term 3! Adventure begins again...

2010-07-11T23:58:00.006+08:00

Hello bloggers and my dear friends!I miss everyone!=3
It's been such a long long time since i last blogged!(oops nearly one month!) I was s'posed to come here and write something during the past one-month hols,or rather, 15-days-carefree-hols. However, since the day the moment i woke up till the day i slept, everyday 丰衣足食and足眠, and outing whenever I was free...etc.That's why boredom never striked!I'm glad boredom didnt kill me,not even once! the 15 days were packed but enjoyable i would say! 回家的感觉真好=)
Now,i cant quite picture the specifics but i never forget about the memorable days okay?ok,i mustn't, cause things are fudged by time...years fuse together...it's the things that should matter...the memoirs that should remember!!ya?haha

Let's see,I think i shall make it as short and simple and sweet as possible!
There is time past but "memorabilia" in the head forever : ♥

♥ 31/5
Had fun at Yee Tzen's house! we're supposed to complete Geog+Chinese project actually,but we ended up dawdling around watching British's Got Talent on her comp! haha but i swear it was great doing project with the cliques kay eventhough we're like spending the entire day till 5 then caught in the rain while walking back :)

♥1/6
1st of June was really really bitter.And i think i'll never forget this day.Received a notification letter from SPH,good news =],BUT,IT'S REALLY DREADFUL WHEN YOU CANNOT ENJOY THE MOMENT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO! I tried skipping Math Olympiad comp (as you know i am not capable for that),fortunately able to escape at 1140am, at least not at 12pm as the prize-giving ceremony starts at 1205pm and ends at 1230!!wtf.Then,i took 6 mins to the mrt station (which i've broken my 10mins record),10mins + on the train,sweaty sweaty all the way to Lil India and arrived at 1225 smtg,i thought i was safe. Then here came the idiot,how can a taxi driver not know the way to the plaza?! sitting on his car had wasted me another 10 mins,SHIT I RAN LIKE DUNNO WHAT luh.Luckily the whole event hadnt end yet but no more chance to take photo and i certainly wont forget about being treated like not one of the VIPs cause i was late-.- damn it lah, so only 1 photo with my dear :)

Few days later were hectic and packed with choir schedules.Practised at CHIJ,Cedar Girls' and of course,in my school's small and squeezy string room as well.It was for SYFOC which was going to be held at S.I.S after i came back.To be frank,the practices were bored and i seriously was sick of doing the same kiddy steps.

♥7/6
Went to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve with the clique!yays to us for the success of climbing up to the summit!lol i know it was kinda easy as compared to Kota Kinabalu's.Can imagine that but i swear i wont ever go on top again cause half the vol of my battery will be used up again,unless i change my mind one day ;) Honestly, tiredness aside,hiking is quite fun,if you choose the right companion, who will bring you the joy of being together, going towards the same target,completing the task together.Notice the word together, the feeling was and is always wonderful!:D

♥FINALLY it's 9/6!
Attended Chem,Physics,and Bio remedials in the morning then choir, back at 5pm.Imagine, i just started packing my luggage for my going-back trip at 5 and i've got a limitation of 2 hours of packing time only!anyway,i'm not gonna further elaborate on it cause it's not important,the real importance is, i managed to catch the plane on time and arrive in Penang safely.Thanks to Rachel's last heart warming msg xD and Xinning's help on my dinner ;D

♥10/6
Forgot what i have done in the afternoon besides taking family portrait in the morning.Wrote this in my diary: "You know what you should do!must do what you have to do!" so i simply ridiculously have forgotten what i have done.

♥16/6 was s'posed to be K3Elve's gathering,but called off.Sad sad.Went to KFC and gathered with 老朋友,chit-chatted like siaopos and camwhored till were asked to leave by the cleaner =.= Anyways..who cares about the cleaner lah,as long as we enjoyed thoroughly!yea! like totally back to the kids' time again!

♥18/6 was absolutely great again!! Watched Prince Of Persia at Queensbay with the gang ;D It was nice and of course my gals were and always are nice too! Remember we went to TGI Fridays and i asked the waiter:" Today's Friday,do we get any special offers?" and he simply answered:"EVERYDAY IS FRIDAY." Cool huh! yesh! he's an indian and we were amazed by his angmo-slanged English, and Mandrin(M'sia Mandarin?)!yupp, nowadays you cant deny that people out there are talented,人不可貌相啊!Then then then, definitely i wont miss out this : BLACKENED CAJUN CHICKEN!! Statused as " KarJun Khaw ate Blackened Cajun Chicken at TGI FRIDAYS on Friday " on Facebook.Cool right! teeheee. In fact, i was wrong for pronouncing Cajun as Kar-jun.It's supposed to sound like : "kay-jen" instead.Haha.Nevermind :)) Must try alright? not because of it's name!because it tastes great too!

♥20/6
Last day of tuition at Oong's.I seriously like the moment i was there ok, he inspired me a lot, eventhought there were times of disatisfactions *winks*btw,HB to Eileen Eu and Edward Cullen the ugly guy! :P

♥21/6,22/6,23/6
Lovely trips to PCGHS!Met with my dear friends and teachers :D Erm, but, not so nice of the admin ppl, but thanks anyway. Arigato to all my wonderful friends for giving me such a great company during recess !! I miss the days with all of you luhh seriously,i have tonnes to blah out but i was unable to,for no reason,it's not the fear or awkwardness that shooked me,it's....dunno why and what i just spoke so little and simple chit-chattings.Sorry ah, you know, the main point is,I MISS EVERYBODY & I JUST LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU!

♥25/6
Bad day.*singing Daniel Powter*
Goodbye is hard to say.
Suffered a serious hunger the whole night but didnt feel like eating.Then finally had my dinner at 2am.I know it's ridiculous,as ridiculous life and the stupid cycle are the significance of staying up at the wrong place again.As in, I'm miles away from where i was at and doing stuff which are totally different from what i did the day before.
OH NO, crazy life ahead.

♥28/6,29/6
School life started again.Have to stay back for the never-ending choir practices again. Consume abnormal and yuckish hostel food again....etc.

**More photos on FB (:
To Be Continued,nice one!

July is gonna be ...perfectly dreadful =O

boo! just crap!

2010-06-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh...viewed Mel's vacation photos (:
Cant wait for September!! :D!

Chill lah!

期盼...

2010-06-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

誰還記得　當年我眼中的希望
誰又知道　這段路是如此漫長
我不在乎　有沒有夢裡的天堂
握在手心的票根　是我唯一的方向
回家的感覺　就在那不遠的前方 ...

June Hols!

2010-05-28T20:36:00.003+08:00

A step closer to June holidays!
which means,
....
...
..
.
I am gonna meet my family!
I am gonna hang out with friends!
I am gonna visit pcghs!

and most critically,
I can go for dental appointment...I am gonna draw my stupid tooth out!!
YAY!

Went to The Icing Room @ Compass with aunty Ivy and family,

And this is the result after half an hour mixing and mashing!haha!i know,thanks for boo-ing xD

And i look so dark after 'Parribean' games! sad case! :(

Ahh whatever!

examination is freaking over over ,SHOUT! :D

2010-05-22T20:38:00.012+08:00

Last paper was on 19th and that(MSP paper) was incredibly easy-peasy-lemon-squeezy,but the papers a day before or rather,a week before were a big contrast,pretty...SCREWED!Cant finish in time.Cannot even sense my existence while doing Bio.Imagine you have to blah out all that you have known about living things after a bloody one-hour-nonstop-writing-Geog-paper,apparently this is common savvy, you cant expect your poor brain to function well,right?of course.

Well, I think i saw somebody cheated but i'm not gonna say it out.Should I?I know it's unfair and funny,even for myself,same competing,who doesnt want to cheat if it is possible?I just cant believe it's her,i thought she was the one who always gets high marks?people just wouldnt believe that she actually cheats.she's just a book worm i think i shall just be more observant and see if she's got 2nd attempt next time. See,i'm one of the kind.Or rather, I can do nothing,she is my friend.

Okay.Everything's over.Yes i waited this moment for like already....a lifetime? I NEVER FELT AS SLACK AS NOW BEFORE!!!!!!!!seriously, every thing and every moment i had and am having, i dont see an end. I admit that I am a mugger,I am hardworking,I have a target.However, we do not always get what we desperately wish for,do we? yea. I think I regret for all these hard work, I am sick of hitting the sack at 1 or 2am everyday and getting up as early as 4am, I am fed up for all the crappy stuff which i have to memorise all these while and everyone seems to tell me that I used a wrong method of memorising, i should sleep early instead, a quick scan is enough.....bla x 3.but think again, if this doesnt help, then what can help ? sleep 8 hours daily instead of 3, scan through everything without catching the paragraphs word-by-word, sit back relax and drink lemonade so as to relieve tension?tell me.

Anyway,it's time to scream out loud. Mid year was terrible but it has come to an end, and i think i am officially crazy,for now, not until the results are revealed.Dont know whether should i be glad,table lamp has not been turning on for a continuous 3.5 days already(right,reducing heat loss and save electricity! xD), why?---:
1.Gone out for ladies' fave - shopping!
2.online online online
3.MOVIES!!! watched The Last Song ( awesome! @ Bishan Golden Village), My Sister's Keeper, Yes Man,Ip Man and Sex and the city 1, in 3 days!!!!!
Broke record -.-
Okaysss here are some boring picchas:
Went Dhoby Ghaut's Mos burger for lunch,

Featuring YOG Lyo and Merly!
Go ION!

Go Clarke Quay!

Siaw Ying! :D

@ The Clinic, no i'm not sick, it's a restaurant fyi.

nice eh?

OKAY.Guess what, the toilet attracted my attention ahaha.

stress-freeeeeeeeeee!!

2010-05-18T23:18:00.003+08:00

Yes!

*Salute*

can i just scream once again?

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

It's finally time for shopping!

eating!

online-ing!

and sleeping!

YOOOHOOOOOOO!

TOMORROW GOING ORCHARD and CLARKE QUAY!

CANT WAIT!!

考试 . 惊

2010-05-09T10:55:00.002+08:00

如何考取华文A1???!!!

Miranda Cosgrove & Olivia rockkk!

2010-05-03T00:16:00.005+08:00

Recently addicted to her voice.
Sounds pretty cool and makes me feel energetic :)

Top hits:
1.About you now
2.Kissin' U (my ringtone) =]

And Olivia Ong's.Try hers. Makes you think of a loner gazing starry night. Feel it babe!

When i was 2 yrs younger...

2010-04-27T17:17:00.003+08:00

Today's assembly was the new student councillor investiture.
I initially was shocked by the news that Erica is the 8th president of this yr's batch 1 month ago,dont ask me why,just did not expect it yet never expected anything either cause i'm not interested.Congrats anyway,and to my fellow exco classmates.
It was a simple assembly,which was even likely to be known as...the councils' day LOL.The entire half an hour i've been sitting there kidnapped by boredom.

Looking at the them,memories float back .....
2 years ago,I was 14.Which can be said as the most relaxing age in sec life.
What makes 2008 so significant? definitely the horrible days when we were exposed to the hot sun,our dark burning skin shining with drips of sweat that makes you and i feel disgusting ! right? certainly.To be frank, this IS memorable but not disgusting.
If i weren't here, I would be sitting on any of the chairs stamped PCGHS in the class of s4D.
If i weren't here, I would be attending the daily meetings before marking attendance and lessons.
If i weren't here, I would be having my "adorable" 5 cm-below-ear short hair.
If i weren't here, I would be wearing my beloved red tie and the so called "crowy"uniform which i personally think it is smart on me ;D doing my weekly duties.

I was on the stage and my right hand was up,pledging the same stuff.
I can never forget 01-04-2008.
Pleasant memories.
THANK YOU BOARD OF PREFECTS! ♥
Although reminiscing would not bring back the past,I will not forget the carefree days I spent in PCGHS!!

I once regretted but now i dont.

I L♥VE B.O.P.

It's Friday night babe!

2010-04-23T20:09:00.010+08:00

It's Friday night and i'm feelin' right!

CHEERS FOR CLASS TEE !
" Equilibrium + atom bonding + lambda = 3A ! "
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Quick update:

17-04-10:

National Sec schs Eng-Chinese Translation Comp.@ NYJC!

CONGRATS TO SIAW YING the TOP 12! :)

THE END

XOXO

Let the luck continue ok?:(

2010-04-20T12:11:00.010+08:00

NO JOKE okay.

OK I KNOW I'M PRETTY OUT OF LUCK!!!
This is my 3rd time! T-H-I-R-D kay! lol.How can this happen on me almost EVERY MONTH?!
It was yesterday when the rain couldnt stop falling.Was holding the freaking small umbrella with my bottle and walking in fast pace as usual,hoping that i could reach hostel faster cause it was 630pm which i clearly set in mind that no matter how or what i should not skip this moment for my dinner,after a super exhausting CCA dance practice for SYF open ceremony.Not that kind of complicated bone-breaking dance though,but sort of those boring simple moves with the audio sang by a female sucker-.-,whom i seriously think that even the children can sing better than her. Then,when i came across the road where it was just a stone's throw away from the main door,i could not understand why the road was so slippery that it could make an approx 50kg person slipped and just fell onto the middle of the road.Felt like punching the stupid ground.-SUCH AN EMBARASSMENT-By the time i just could not manage to stand up and go on.This time round i twisted my left ankle instead of the right.I got a terrible internal pain instead of external injury like the 2 times before.Luckily there werent any cars driving towards,if not,you'll not be reading this.I anyhow grabbed the weed beside and sit on the ground like a noodlehead.Tried my very best to stand up but failed 2,3 times. Somehow i just tried my max to stand and walk for my dinner,pain was killing me indeed .So what..stomach singing,cure stomach first.Initially i thought it was fine,would be alright later.But when it came to the night after sitting for 3 hours sticking butts on chair doing the dreadful schoolwork,I saw my leg swelling!!!omg!!! it's almost as big as a poe-tay-toe!!how?? was worrying to death eventhough my lovely next-door-mates were busy comforting me and threat me with the painkiller and balms like nurses.Called mum for help and the final solution was only to go to the hostel manager's place.I hate disgusting oilments and bandages!

Then,today was supposed to have my whole morning and noon in school.Woke up at 6am and happily wanted to go for a wash.By then the swelling in my left foot has increased . The pain spreaded throughout the foot despite just the ankle part.It became more and more acute and unbearable.No,not yet....most importantly,I cannot walk!!! ohmygosh how am i supposed to go to school like this??!wthelllll! my left foot cannot even touch the floor! do you expect me to hop around?i hate it and i seriously dont find it cute please,but, i have no choice :(
Went to the clinic and felt like wanna box the doctor when he said this "aiya....nothing one lah...just normal swelling...i'll give you XXXXXX medicine...blah x3" eventhough i do not hope to hear bad news.But,at least give me a more specific explaination about how is it inside now...how to cure...how long does it take to recover...or something like this.Do you even care what is going on now?Mister, i'm so painful and u say it's nothing. His expressionless -toot- face stimulates my frustration. Ok fine i'll just pay $24 and do what he says =.=

After taken off the bandages:

Right normal leg.Left elephant leg.

See the swollen part?

I SWEAR THIS IS MY LAST TIME.Wait....will this work??

However,i'm touched when everybody around me offers help.Especially Wan Fen andSiaw Ying.Curi-curi sms me during lesson huh!!!Anyway,thanks!!! And Cheryl the manager to help me carry things when i was using the...walking stick?sorry i cant remember whats its proper name though Ser Lin just told me this morning.Dear hostel friends are love =3.True friendship is a prerequisite to sanity. We are social human beings and we need friends to survive.Now, i see it. It's nice to be in the same room/"gang" with you all,eventhough we have only known each other for like...4 months? Hope this will last long ! Thank you! **discuss homework together at 6pm!haha come to my room cause i cannot walk :(

This was after NC public performance,happily celebrating CLDDS' step down of CCA practices!!haha we gossip till 130 am!and boldly ate 10+ packets of snacks in the room!lol.

Today was a fairytale!

2010-04-13T21:42:00.009+08:00

Can you feel the magic in the air?
It's a magical 13th of April (:
_THANK YOU_
=3

I have never eaten 3 bday cakes of my own in one year.THANKS.

NC CULTURAL NIGHT 2010

2010-04-11T13:39:00.007+08:00

Tight schedule.Busy days.Non-stop-practices....
Finally.....it's the day.THE DAY!!!!
The magnificient night when everyone were absolutely gorgeous!

w/ xiaolei

w/ yee tzen

w/ Claris , Yee Tzen
LOL! w/ the book without my name.UNFAIR.I shouldnt have flashed this smile.

w/ our supporter aka audience aka great great classmate cum schoolmate yo! Miss Wan Fen :)

Yesterday's performance was awesome.
Credits to all sec 4 & 5 seniors and Ms Yin who has contributed so much to make choir so outstanding! :D
I am glad to say that: I am proud to be in this family (:

limelight

2010-04-07T19:57:00.001+08:00

Concert spirit!!!

NC go!

Angels Cry

2010-04-04T08:20:00.005+08:00

Heavy downpour outside.
Messed up thoughts inside.
Nevertheless,this is the best moment for sweet memories to whizz by your brain.

March was awesome yet a bit of disappointment.Form 1st to the 9th,hectic!!!I was supposed to do well in the first common test as everyone's expectation towards me is so...i know you know.In this case,you know what i mean.Gahh,i am so stucked up.Frankly speaking,i would say that i'm hardworking,than ever, for the past 15 years.Sigh,I couldnt figure out what's happening and WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN.Gosh.see,disaster.I shouldnt have came to this miserably awful piece of land.
As time goes by,i feel that there's too much thing to worry about,cca...acad....chores...etc.Even if i reverse back my steps,it's the same either,isnt it? Apparently,no one loves to screw themselves up.I know,everyone...my roommate...classmates...almost all around me have been saying that i'm too pessimistic and stressed.Urgh so i think i'll just decide to take a deep breath to calm the mind.I'll try my max.
At least,after the misery,there's still a smile.March holidays in msia were the best gifts given to me so far.I have 2 birthday blasts within 2 short days.It will be a serious mistake if i did not have this bunch of crazy friends.I am pleased not merely because of having so many presents and cakes to eat,but you GIRLS! i seriously do not know how to thank ya'all.Still the word,Thanks :)
Back from hols,term 2 starts,sigh.Time to mug again.
I think i'll just summarise what have happened.
Oh yea,we had Wan Fen,Liu Bing and Tianchang's simple birthday celebration.Haha,the cake was damaged by dontknow who,we tried to fix it properly but,failed-.- Nevermind,fine.Just eat lahh!haha!

30th march was NAPFA Test.Woaaaaaaa....i got a serious stomach muscle ache after doing the chin-up and sit-up.LOL ! imagine i've done 27 sit-ups (which is not a satisfactory) and 24 chin-ups (haha highest among the group members?XD).Tiring kay.
And and and...i fell down the day before leh...like...always=.= and scratches on my right leg AGAIN=.=.so i think i did quite well in NAPFA already hah :]

Here it is,my "adorable" scar :(

Attended North East 6th Environmental regional workshop 2010 for C.I.P. on the 26th.Not bad,we basically did a presentation based on the theme"clean and green s'pore".It's enriching by the way.I think it's better than gaining c.i.p points at IMH :D
.

Oh yea,
Not to forget about Xiaolei's bday celebration at Pepperlunch on Apr fools day =)

And i had my kind of 'aladdin' set bolognese dinner =D

I think i better leave,must study hard!i've been facing the screen for 2 hours!oh no now only i realised!
Last but not least,support NCHS' public performance at Nanyang Polytechnic!! On the 10th of April! Do come and enjoy my singing *winks winks*,no la,just joking.I'm in choir,you wont be able to hear me unless i'm the loudest.

Oh stop,i think i have to make this clear.MONTHLY EXPENSES MUST NOT EXCEED $200!!Once again,must NOT >$200!!
[ omg it's just the beginning of apr and i've spent $111.20! gosh!how am i going to survive for the upcoming 26 days?] Time to save $$$.
Bless me.

the fools' day!

2010-04-01T23:03:00.001+08:00

Today's the 1st of April!!

Have you been fooled?

cheeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrssssssss

2010-03-25T21:38:00.005+08:00

Whhoooooo ...first(or maybe last?) astounding Friday tomorrow!
Lessons start at 9am -ends at 12!
but sadly though,have to stay till 6pm plus+ like school never ends :(
School life SUCKS man!
Anyway,cheers for NC chorale on school's anniversary tomorrow!!! NC Choir rocks !! :D

Lastly,
PALS IN M'SIA!
I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!
eventhough it's just my :
-90th day in s'pore,
-6th day back from penang after march hols.
Trust me,
You'll slowly notice that:

PCGHS IS THE BEST EVER!

And you will miss it!

So,love your school when you still have the chance to be with it :)

*back to mug for 中国通识.Sigh....ttfn.

penang IS lovely (:

2010-03-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

Today's outing with ex-classmates was

FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU sososososososo much much much much much for

EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!

penang IS beautiful (:

2010-03-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

Today's outing with the girlfriends was

FABULOUS!

Thank you so much for the one-month-advanced bday celebration!

Bday shoutout !

2010-03-15T15:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR MEL!!!!!!
HERE'S A SPONGEBOB FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D

Haha!
Happy sweet sixteen my dear!
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BOO!! XD is this the surprise you want?say thank you!ahaha

Warmest Regards,
your dearest previous deskmate~ KJ! (:

Capsized!

2010-03-10T21:44:00.002+08:00

Rach,wan fen,me,Yee tzen,sherlyn (:

Life is too hectic to enjoy fully.True?
2 and a half months.Flown.I realised that my whole life is changing.
It has been 2 weeks since i last updated this blog.Nowadays i hardly have time to do things i like and spent time on what i wanna do.
My poor daily life is governed by routine,like almost totally.What can i expect more in the daily life of a schoolgirl except routine??
Every morning even during Saturdays and sometimes Sundays i have to get up before the sun rises.(current record: 430am).
There's this saying *yi ri zhi ji zai yu chen* but my chen is so freaking saddening,how am i supposed to go active during the daytime?LOL.
In class i try not to fall asleep,eventhough my present situation is much better than when i was in form 3...but my yawnings are still like...a hundred times?
So i have my funny way to make myself stay awake,by:pouring water from my bottle and put it onto my eyes.Ok fine i know that's lame enough but i really have no other ideas to stay energetic especially on mondays....i have to stay in school for 12 hours plus okay...Shitty school life!
I need gaps between breath and brainwork.Aiyohh!! leaking *blood to sheets;milk to shirts*!!!!!!After school,noon is always reserved for ccas and evenings are for homework.Laundry = non-stop.Sometimes even run out of time to finish what i have to do.
See,for those who have extra time to count stars...huh...those are not ordinary people...
Just finished term 1.And my results are like SHIT seriously.I dont know what is wrong with my mind and every subject is like so tedious until i forgot what i've actually memorised.In the face of such terrible situation,what can i do?for the time being i suppose there is nothing much i can do except study study study cause everyone is doing it!wtf i hate it!i hate this kinda life!Grrr!
Remedials,extra lessons and ccas during march holidays(like no hols lo actually)....,choir rehearsel for school anniversary is coming up.....,preparation for this end of year's Olevel Chinese ....Gahhh...not fair!life is so incredibly dull!
Ok i think i shall stop complaining...it takes up about 20mins already.lol.

For the entire Feb of mine,was....not fab at all.I took part in various competitions and ended up just won for one of those :[... I failed my physics class test...Math teacher tore away my EL essay corrections =.= wth(like i care)...most hectic one was the common test preparation! really envy those from china who always get A1 even if they sleep every afternoon.I dont know how they manage their everything.Haih.Sad case my average is C =(

Ooh ya i forgot i (we) went to angpau river with the higher malay students and teachers.Yea,this is the only pic i have :

March,woooohh now still squeezing out time to go back to penang.Fortunately this beginning of month was quite marvelous for WE WATCHED SUNRISE TOGETHER for the 1ST TIME!Hey hey not joking eh, i have piccas to prove it hahaha!(view facebook [:)

not to forget the sad cases coming up,which are....sigh...the competitions and extra lessons during the hols.And,choir camp (lame sia).
Ooh yea i dreamt of Ming Li, Wen Yuan,Melmel,Yen Houng and Shu Min on 4/3/2010!!!i cried in my dream...see i can still remember it vividly!
All in all, good + bad things. Hope all that i love have been having a great term 1 of the year.

Last but not least, HAPPY BDAY TO MY GREAT GREAT GREAT FRIEND JING TING!!!

Absent

2010-02-23T13:55:00.002+08:00

Fever 38.6 degree celcius.

Cant go to school.

Well...that's all.

bye!off to rest =)

Hu Nian Kuai Le!

2010-02-13T23:51:00.020+08:00

Hi there! It’s been a long time since I last wrote something on this blog, which reminds me how many things have happened in the past January.
As some of you might know, I’ve been living pitifully with a no air-conds,no comfy beds,no fridges' life.But,no choice,since it was me,myself choosing this path,I have to walk down the path with as less complains as possible.

A lot of things have happened during the pas 4 weeks.You would ask me,"hows life?""how are you?"...blahblahblah...Of course,i would say,so-so lo...as busy as you i guess?Form 4 life for my buddies is also definitely not a honeymoon year.Who wants to be busy??Moreover,who Likes?? (oops i forgot,that crazy lil ZM likes =X)

Ok lets see how the heck my January was:
-School reopens,heavy bag with stacks of textbooks.
-Went out with Zher Min.Shopped for groceries.
-23/1 cca selection date. I chose Chinese Calligraphy & Choir !!!!LALALA!*triple 'c'*
-Yuxuan and Meiling's birthday.
-MSP started.Going gaga with the extremely easy standard of malay.Shock me sia,look,i have to write 'Suka Membaca' this type of karangan leh,easy dao i couldnt figure out what i have written.
-23/1,24/1 hostelite roll-call.(super crazy,meeting at 11pm)
-Suffered from constipation =.= (dont laugh at me)
-Worst ever: Class TESTS.I seriously hate this CA system in s'pore.(who loves assessments for like 3 times a week huh?)
-28,29,30/1 NCHS Sec 3 Leadership camp @ Changi Coast Adventure Center.I missed the opportunity to kayak,due to women's problem,you know what i mean.Toilet sucks,food okay,domitary so-so.3Alacarte's cheer rocks,eventhough we didnt win during the campfire night,still,we were the unique one!am i right?I assume i am xP ,3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for Debbie,our instructor too :)

For the past few days of Feb,was awesome.In the sense of,my time has occupied by loads of events.
1.CCAs started.Will be back to my room at 7pm (at least)(sadly,imagine i have to survive outside for almost 12 hours,restlessly).
2.SSL and remedials started too.
3.7/2 I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS DATE,cause.....I fell down on the escalator!!!!so damn embarassing!! it bleeded until the pain had gone and i didnt know that actually it numbed.

4. 12/2 3A class outing!whoooohooo.... seoul garden-ed at Pasir Ris.Enjoyed! fun fun fun!=)
Me,Abigail,Wan Fen,Wan Ling,and Boon Kit. Kezia,Wan Ling

Abigail aka my deskmate (:

Haichao capturing Wan Fen, Yuxuan and Liubing.

With the China scholars :)

Take 2 : Me,Yuxuan,Liubing,Tianchang and Xiaomeng (:

sluuuurp...

Yo!the class-icecream competition!haha.Each person has to finish up 3 bowls...3 BOWLS MAN! and i succeeded yo!but,i forgot,did i actually win? =P

Wan Fen & I

In the meanwhile I kept myself busy with my class assessments again and finally,the last week before cny, we missed Geog test cause Mrs Lu was absent!!*hoorays*

Last but not least,13/2,which is today,staying out at my aunty's place,and having reunion dinner.Hey chinese people out there...today is memorable and meaning to us!cherish!
Will be going out with NCHS' scholars to Angpau River this upcoming cheh 2,then straight to Mr Jacky Lim's house!cant wait! =D

Yeah... so 2009 has been a pretty fruitful year,for i've gotten what i want.Heehee ;) and January of 2010,a busy month.Knew new friends and now,still getting used to the new surroundings.
Wish all my family and friends a happy and successful year!and most importantly,
GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!=D
&
Happy Valentine's!!!!!!

Short updates

2010-02-07T23:51:00.004+08:00

I know i have been dying for about one entire week.
Well,I'll try to catch up with the net and hope i'm still on track before i get too far....
Will try to post about my January resolutions before the bloody CNY of mine.
Before that,i hope i am not too late for a wish:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Yuxuan and MeiLing ,the gals next door!

( credits to the Vietnamese dontknow-what-name boy for photographing, and Rhoda came all the way from NUS, offering the greatest taste of breadtalk cake!)

who hates monday please raise hand!

2010-01-24T13:38:00.005+08:00

Oh no tomorrow is another hectic monday again....

I hate Mondays!!!

wake up at 6am,class dismisses at 330pm,cca until 6pm,back from school-reach my room at 7pm++!!Finishes dinner at 720pm,after bathing & laudry = 8pm,homework most probably done only when the clock strucks at 10pm/11pm........Have time for revision?HELL NO!!

I hate schooling!

Fridays are the best ever! =3

i hate walking on this lane...cause it takes me at least 15 mins of my fastest walking distance to reach my room :(

Printed out two of my beloved photos using hostel's black-and-white printer(sucks).No choice ,i wanted colour-printing!!! damn shitty lah...anyway, still looks good on my cupboard :) Wonder why did i print just 2?cause short of photo-frame...haih ke lian de wo...put up these pictures might get rid of my "friendsickness"? Sort of....

K.3. Elves!!!!!!

B.O.P!!

My 25th day 3rd hour of lonliness

2010-01-20T22:18:00.003+08:00

明月几时有，
把酒问青天。
不知天上宫阙，
今夕是何年。
我欲乘风归去,
又恐琼楼玉宇，
高处不胜寒，
起舞弄清影，
何似在人间。
转朱阁，
低绮户，
照无眠。
不应有恨，
何事长向别时圆。
人有悲欢离合，
月有阴晴圆缺，
此事古难全。
但愿人长久，
千里共婵娟。

My tears broke down when i turned to Chapter 5 of my Chinese textbook.
苏轼 is definitely a good writter.

To those who do not understand,try to read it over a few times,

believe it or not,you will cry,really,if you have a heart.

Can you imagine you and your beloved family and friends are staying miles apart?

Eventhough I have so many relatives here to give me the warmth,

so many friends to share feelings with me,

but I still feel like i'm staying with nobody.

Love is never enough.

I MISS EVERYBODY.

fate

2010-01-18T22:09:00.005+08:00

Xinning cried last night.I was about to ask her what happened but i dare not.Then,finally i knew the reason today,right after school.It's really a heartbreaking news. I feel so sad for the 6 CLHS guys,eventhough i dont know them.They aimed for what they want and put efforts on their trainings.

Just training,but why was this training had to be the last one?
Life is so unfair.

-Rest In Peace-

P/S: Walaoo..this end of month i'll be kayak-ing on s3 adventure camp!!...wtf i dont know how to swim!!!!!!

my room

2010-01-09T22:03:00.006+08:00

bed.
cupboard

study desk w/ cupboard.

Let's take a zoom.I CANT LIVE WITHOUT FOOD.

(although 1 of the hostel rules say:"Eating is not allowed in the room")

Nice?i mean my room.LOL of course right?because it has a nice owner! >>

(cam-whoring)(ignore me)

Hope everyone enjoys schooling.
I dont.I hate to be treated like an alien.

That's enough.ENOUGH!!!!!

Adjust...adjust...adjust.

Soon will be okay.I believe.

At least my roommates arent that bad,my deskmates are friendly....etc

English is essential in life.(wtheck who doesnt know)

Looking forward to a better tomorrow :)

That's all.Bye.

lovely weekends

2010-01-09T14:53:00.002+08:00

1st day = horrible
2nd day = terrible
3rd day = tiring
4th day = dying
5th day = FINALLY...
...my weekends approached.

Missed my breakfast today,because,It's Saturday.
SATURDAY OK!!I need to rest.I hate schooling!!!

P/S: Will blog about my room's pictures for the next post.Dont rush me buddies i am sooooo busy.Sorry!!!!!i'm always late =(((